day by day I sit restless, hoping your name shows up.
every second that passes by I'm hoping it's a step closer to you.
you were my soulmate, the one I had been searching for since you showed me what love felt like.
months pass by and I'm losing myself without you.
I can't figure out why I'm like this.
I can't figure out why I can't get you out of my head.
why has it become so hard to let go of you?
why has it become so hard to move on and actually be happy?
I missing you but I know you're not missing me.
You're not even thinking about me.
You don't even care about me.
Why the hell do I even care about you?
Because you were the only person who ever truly understood me.
Because you were the only person who ever knew the real me.
I didn't have to hide from you.
Ever since you left my life has been nothing but a living hell.
The temperature rises and my eyes burn with every tear that drips down my face.
I'm losing myself without you.
I lay awake every night wondering what you're doing out there.
How you are,
If you're okay.
But do you even think about me?
You never think about me, you never thought about me!
You wouldn't have left me in such a horrible condition if you actually cared.
You never cared.
So why the hell am I still caring.
Please tell me why the hell do I still care.
