I looked at you and realized you weren't the home I was safe in anymore.
You were the home I was struggling and fighting to break out from.
You, you held me back from every opportunity to ever do anything to make myself feel whole again.
You're the reason I scream, I cry, I yell at the darkness.
You're the reason why my heart hurts so much.
But you're also the reason I'm still here.
Living.
Breathing.
Trying.
