Never Tear Us Apart (Negan ddlg Love Story)

Chapter 1: The Monster In Him

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The door slammed opened roughly and hit against the wall causing me to joint awake. I didn't know what was going on it put me to panic. I tried to pretend like I was asleep as I felt for daddy but he wasn't here which made me feel almost sick to my stomach not to mention I didn't know who was braking into our room. Daddy was always woke me up when he left and told me where he would be so I could come find him later. I knew he was going to be okay but I but I couldn't help but to worry.

Things with daddy had been different since we became married. I started to stand up for myself more, when I didn't like something Negan liked hearing my suggestions not that my thoughts mattered anyway, but it was still nice he cared to listen to me. I got a lot more attention since then too. People started to bow there heads ever time I walked passed them and it made me feel like a princess which I mean I was anyway if they didn't.

I became a lot more stronger learning how to defend myself. Daddy even taught me how to shoot a gun even though I didn't really want to because I always had daddy to protect me but he said he wanted me just in case something happened where  he couldn't take care of me and I had no choice. I got to learn more about being a little and learned how to slip into it more. I didn't mind it after I while and I liked not worrying about a lot. Learning about little space made me also learn more about and also the other sexual activities that accumulated it which I had to say I did enjoy but I was in a different type head space but he was always daddy.

"THOSE MOTHER FUCKERS!" Daddy's voice boomed through the room. His voice was so loud I swear I heard the window shake. I slowly got up and watched daddy breathing heavily out of his nose pacing back and forth. He looked like a bull ready to attack and charge once they waved the red sheet.

"Daddy?" I asked nervously. I was scared to see daddy this way he has never been like this in a really long time.

"THOSE MOTHER FUCKERS THINK THEY CAN FUCKING KILL MY FUCKING MEN AND GET FUCKING AWAY WITH IT, WELL THEY FUCKING GOT ANOTHER FUCKING THING COMING! I'M GONNA BEAT THE HOLY HELL OUT OF ALL OF THEM. THINKING THAT THEY CAN FUCKING GET AWYA WITH IT I THINK THE FUCK NOT!" I got off the bed and walked slowly over to daddy but immediately jump back when he slammed down Lucille on our wooden table. I could help but to  let out a whimper as tears a tear slipped.

I let out a sniffle which caught daddy's attention. His whole demeanor changed when he saw how scared of him I was and I was terrified. Daddy walked over to me and placed Lucille on the bed picking me up off  the floor.

"Daddy isn't going to hurt you baby." Daddy cooed. I couldn't help but to sob. I hated when daddy yelled or got really mad. It always scared me how loud he could get and I was never sure what he was going to do because he was extremely unpredictable. I nodded my head and wiped my tears away and buried my face in his chest inhaling his scent.

"I know you won't, but I don't like it when you yell, it's scary I never know one day you'll hurt me." Daddy shook his head and placed a kiss on my forehead.

"I love you much to hurt you doll, your my world darlin'. I guess I'm going to have to make up for that huh?" I looked up at daddy and nodded. "Well why don't we get my beautiful girl a treat."

I sat in the RV thinking about the chocolate chip pancakes I didn't get to finish because daddy had to take care of things and he wanted me to come for some reason instead of letting me eat. I wasn't sure when we got an RV but it was really cool. I hope me and daddy could take a little trip in it. As we came to a stop daddy gave me a peck on the forehead. I squinted my eyes at him still a little grumpy he that wouldn't let finish them.