Cherished Thoughts

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"Paul Spector the man recently named and faced as the 'Belfast Strangler' was shot yesterday in police custody. Witnesses say a man wanted mr.spector dead but he is currently being treated in the hospital for shots fired at the scene..."
" Paul Spector known as 'Belfast Strangler' was shot yesterday..."
"He was unarmed and injured horribly..."
that's it. He's dead.
The man I gave everything to is dead.
I pull out my phone and open the picture I took of him smiling for once and I cry at the memory.

I pull out my phone and open the picture I took of him smiling for once and I cry at the memory

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"Okay if you ever fart in public-" he states but we laugh.
My phone buzzes and I accidentally open the camera and snap a picture.
"Uh oh." I say
"What?" He says and chuckles
"I took a picture of you on accident." I say showing the picture.
"Are gonna report me?" He asks a little more serious.
I shake my head "never."
We continue trying to make jokes
I stare at it through tears. "SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT!!!!!" I scream hard through the tears. My body hurts. My head feels light. My hands bang the lamp in pieces. I look at the mirror. "You fucking disgust me!!!" The glass is broken before me and I run out.

I lean against my stolen car and scream "FUCKING TAKE ME!!!" I cry and scream everything out but it doesn't work

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I lean against my stolen car and scream "FUCKING TAKE ME!!!" I cry and scream everything out but it doesn't work.

I get in the car and speed off to the general hospital of Belfast screaming, crying, and hitting my hands against the small space of the driver side

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I get in the car and speed off to the general hospital of Belfast screaming, crying, and hitting my hands against the small space of the driver side. I suddenly grab an object and plunge into the upholstery of my seat. I feel a warm liquid and notice I stuck my switch blade in my thigh. I drive into the parking lot of the hospital. I remove the blade rather harshly and go up to the front desk. "Paul?! Is he here?! I need to see him!!!"
"Ma'am please-"
"HE WAS FUCKING SHOT WHERE IS HE?!" Police are pulling me away from the nice lady who I probably would've killed right then and there.
"You need to calm down ma'am"
"You. You arrested him. You took him away from me. Why?" I rack my body with tears.
I see her. "You."

"What happened to him?" I say sniffling

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"What happened to him?" I say sniffling.
"And you are?" She says rather firmly
"His sister Paula Emerson from one of the foster homes he located in." The detective who I officially hate forever says.
Everything except the fist part is true. Not a sister, Real name is Anna Anderson, but I changed it to Amelia Spencer. I was in foster homes but I would run off every now and again.
"Oh right." She says.
I killed Paula because she was beating Paul for no reason, but of her own pleasure of seeing him bleed. That's when Paul or Peter back then and I became close.
I follow her to where he is but she covers the door. "What's going on why can't I see him?!"
"He went hypertensive." She states I move her away and give her a cold stare.
"You did this. It's all your fault. He was a good man." I look through the window and scares me so much to him like this.

" I look through the window and scares me so much to him like this

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I cry. "Please tell me what's wrong with him please!!!!" I cry even more and guides me to sit down. "We were getting a piece of Information about Rose Stagg's whereabouts from your brother himself, and somebody shot a gun trying to kill him, but injuring three people in the process." She says running a hand through her hair. I look around and see a bed holding an unconscious Rose. Shit. I should've hidden her body somewhere else. Can this day be any less crappier? I just sit down unable to move.
She gets up and let's me dread in my thoughts.

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