All different (Camila/You) On hold

chapter 1

Y/n POV

You have been very bad Y/n

"What? I promise I've been good!" I whispered to the voice.

No you haven't

You need to die 

It's the only way

"But I-I can't die! I'm too young!" I screamed and I saw people looking at me. I glared at them and they looked away.

See even other people think you should die

Do it

You will feel much better Y/n

"NO NO NO NO NO! I WON'T DO IT! I PROMISE I WON'T!" I screamed and I saw a police car pull up outside the cafe. Tears started streaming down my face.

The came in and I looked at them in fear.

They're here for you

They want to take you away

They want to take away your freedom

The cops walked up and ordered something and left. "See! They didn't want to get me!" I said and smiled. I saw my best friend Shay walked in and I smiled even bigger than before.

"Are you ready to see Dr. Coleman?" She asked and I nodded. We walked into Dr. Coleman's office and she smiled at me. "Hi Y/n! How are you today?" She asked and I sighed. "Are the voices bothering you?" She asked and I nodded.

"Fuck Schizophrenia." I mumbled and I heard her chuckle. 

She's laughing at you

They all laugh at you

There is something trying to get you

Just look and see

I looked out the window and saw a shadowy figure trying to get in. "NO NO NO NO NO! DON'T LET IT IN!" I screamed I got up and threw the chair across the room. "NO NO NO!" I yelled.

"Y/n I need you to calm down!" She said as her and Shay tried to calm me down.

Kill yourself

I moved to the wall and repeatedly hit my head against it. I started to get dizzy and then everything went dark.

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I started slowly waking up. I opened my eyes and looked around the room I was in. I was in a hospital? 

THOSE FUCKERS BROUGHT YOU HERE

Dr. Coleman walked and gave me a warm smile. "W-why am I here?" I asked her and she sighed "We have to send you somewhere so you can get better help than what I can provide..." She said slowly and I blinked not understanding what she meant.

They.Are.Sending.You.To.The.Nut.House

The voice said and then laughed. "NO! I can't go I-I can't!" I yelled and tried to get up but a nurse came in and got these handcuff looking things and put my wrist in them and hooked them to the bed railing.

I struggled even more and all of a sudden I felt a pinch and then I felt calm. "We're transporting you now..." The guy said and Dr. Coleman nodded before leaving.

See! No one cares about you

Shut the fuck up! Please you already ruined my life.

Oh Y/n...I'm just starting