The Neglecting Alpha

Ch 1

Hi my names Cindy, I'm 18 years old and I'm a ware wolf that's apart of the Phantom Red Pack. Well now that basic introductions are out of the way let's dive into the real inter workings of my mind. Ever since I was a little girl I dreamed of finding a mate, and I've waited and waited for someone to save me from my solitude however I keep losing hope everyday. Maybe I should back up a little. As a child I had many friends and I was so happy however after my 16th birthday people started to stop talking to me and many even refused to make eye contact with me. That's how it's been. For the last two years and honestly it sucks. It's gotten to the point that I tried to change packs however the Alpha of our pack refused to let me transfer for some weird reason. So now I'm suck here alone with no escape.

Well I suppose it could be worse at least my parents love me, well they did anyway they passed last year in a car crash. Hope is slim at the moment so the only thing I really have to hold onto is the idea that I'll soon find my mate and he will make me happy.

Oh it's almost 8 O'clock I need to go to school. Yes I go to school I'll be done in a month. Then I'll try to get a job and see if I can support myself. I'm hoping someone will take pity on me and hire me even though I seem to have a plague around here. Ive been living off my parents savings for a while but it's dwindling quickly and I'm afraid of what will happen to me after it's all gone. Well now's no time to be thinking about this I'm late.

"Miss Rose your late for class."  oh she looks angry.

"I'm sorry Mrs. Hatcher it won't happen again"I quietly reply.

"It has better not next time I won't be so lenient understand. I don't know why you still even go to school it's quite obvious everyone's feelings about you no."

"...I."

"Take your seat miss Rose. Anyway before I was sooo rudely interrupted I was introducing are new student Mr. Blake Rodger."

"Wow he's cute I wonder if he's single"

"He's just my type!"

"Oh Ashely you should go talk to him you guys would make such a cute couple." I hear all the poplar girls chatting amongst themselves.

I suppose I see what they mean he's pretty tall and has tan skin and dark brown hair with green eyes, but don't they all want to find THEIR mates why are they all drooling over someone they're not meant for.
Oh well who am I to judge I guess it makes them happy.

I'm lost in thought when someone sits next to me and snaps me out of it.

"Hi I'm Blake nice to meet you." Says the new guy as he puts his hand out to shake mine.

"Ummm... hi." I say shaking his hand.

"And you are?" He asks.

"Oh right sorry I'm Cindy." I reply back awkwardly.

"Hey Cindy nice to meet you so how do you like this school."

"Um it's fine I guess..."

"CINDY STOP DISTRACTING BLAKE DO I NEED TO REPRIMAND YOU LIKE LAST TIME."

"No I'm sorry." I say and refuse to say anything more for the rest of class. The last time I got in trouble ended in me having to clean the entire school alone at night and it was really creepy. It felt like someone was watching me the whole time. I'm pretty sure it was just in my head though.

I go through the rest of my classes and soon it's time for lunch. I sit at my table in the back corner by the trash cans alone as usual when suddenly someone comes and sits by me.

"Hey Cindy lets eat lunch together, okay?" Asks Blake in a cheerful tone.

"Look your new here so I don't think you know how this works but nobody sits by me or talks to me. Not that I mind that you are or anything I just wouldn't want you to be ridiculed for hanging out with me..."