Wrapped around your finger like I sold my soul to you
I probably did but I was to high on feelings
The feelings I had for you in the beginning
When me and you talked every day after school or when you use to make me feel better about myselfYou changed two days before May
You got angry,and more impatient with me and you made me cry every day
I didn't know what was wrong or what I did to make you say all those mean things about me but 4hours later you said you wanted me to fly and explore what more we have to offer"What do you mean?"
You'll see..
I was confused and also scared
It would have been our first time in a long time to see each other
My liking for you became scarce
And I wasn't prepared
I only wanted a friend
A friend who I could hang with,tell my secrets to,explore with, and to someone to talk to so my demons would be composedBut I guess our friendship wasn't enough
You wanted it to last
But after that night you left me in the shadows
Like the wings on a bird flutters to the ground while the wind pushes it awayI was hurting,fighting for forgiveness
For something I didn't have control of
But it was my part as well
My body wanted it but my heart didn't and I knew I was hurting myself and I was waiting for the consequences