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tiny

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Wats craccn yall im tiny,  aka chichi short for chihuahua,my real name is Zatiàna .my mother was my whole heart, a beautiful cuban woman who used to love me more than anything, for whatever reason left us when i was 5 for a business man with a rolex and BMW, thats all i remember about her.

i stabbed my father in the neck and my brother in the face repeatedly.
they hog tied me up with a rope that i can still feel cutting into my skin, and they took turns.my father would rape me and my brother would beat me, for three days, those sick fucks man. All i felt was pure fucking rage.
I was tired of watching my sperm donor rape under age girls, and being a victim myself... As for my brother [known as fresh] ,he not only turned his back on me and had the audacity to fucking spit in my face... Literally.. He beat me like a male slave and left me for dead.

I did time in jail and when i came home i was sentenced to 4yrs angermanagement ,labeled as mentally unstable and temporary insanity.

Day1 of angermanagement 9:32am;

"good morning my name is ms. Greddrin freestone, lets start off with warming up to eachother. im 43 and my favorite color is purple .my reasoning for being here today is to help you all progress in your anger. I will be recording every group to watch progress. So, who'd like to start. "

I spoke lowly, already irritated by having to be here,and wanting to get shit over with , "my name is tiny aka chichi, im 18 my reason for being here is cuz I'm court ordered. "

"so do you not feel the need to be here? You don't feel like you have anger issues? "

"no... I don't. I simply don't understand motherfuckers,  people who can change situations and bring justice to people like me simply DON'T, and then get mad cuz people who are like me actually do something about it, yall just want some one to blame in my eyes" i spoke calmly with a silent rage in my eyes.

She took notes in her ipad while the group was recorded by the small camera. "any regrets tiny? "
She pushed her glasses up and looked at me.

I chuckled to myself and paused before speaking,  "nah i don't regret anything, shit i would do it again.... It didn't change what they did to me but that's what makes me want to do it again "
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