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I know I may not be the most interesting person, I may not be what you look for, I may not be enough, and I may not be smart。That is true, but please, know that I am trying｡｡｡ and all I can say to you is that I'm sorry。I know that I don't deserve you but please stay。I know that if I express these things to you I will only be ridiculed because I truly make no sense。But it is how I feel, that won't change because you perceive sense and reactions differently from me。I'm sorry for being me。Those days, I had a mask around me。 You came and fucked that up。 I'm not perfect, you know that. I get sad a lot. Most of the time you never notice anymore. I've been sad a lot these days｡｡｡ I guess I shouldn't bother you with those meaningless feelings anyway。I shall have to continue what I do, in the same way, hopefully with more common sense, less stupid as you say。
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