You see,
you shouldn't be sad
for I did not please you
I did not please strangers
I did not have a special talent
or money
and if I were to grow up
and get married
live an average life
what would be the meaning?
I wouldn't benefit or mean something
so why not die?
maybe we talked
but I didn't affect a thing in your life
and every one thought
yes everyone thought
these thoughts
these words on these papers
were exaggerated
and
m e a n i n g l e s s
but I was serious
now I'm gone, and really meaningless
a/n
hey. sorry I haven't written though I don't believe you're paying attention. but these were my thoughts, this section. bc I want to be this dead girl. I'm just not sure where the dead go... thought I'd give you the inside on this. love you xx -me
