"Matthew? I think I lost the bet.. I think I may have fallen in love with you, the words leaving my mouth was something I thought I would never admit to.
"I told you not to fall for me." he smirked widely as he smashed his lips onto me.
simply remem...
It was pain. He manipulated me into thinking he actually cared for me just to make her jealous. I thought that he actually liked me. I kept telling myself that it was all fake. Everything. He pays me to show the whole world that we're dating. but it still hurt. Oh Iza what have you gotten yourself into? You already like him, don't you? no. yes. maybe? I got paid to do this. So just do your job properly Iza. Sighing out loud I grabbed Matthews hand and sank deeper into his body. He looked at me confused. "Babe, who's that?" I asked trying to sound interested, I already knew who she was. I can't wait to get out of here. Matthew turned his body to me before speaking "Iza this is Nikkie," he turned to her but not for long "Nikkie this is Iza... my girlfriend." She glanced at Matthew before turning her attention on me. She gave me one of her 'bitchy' smiles before speaking. "and I'm his ex," she smirked widely. "Nice to meet you." What a bitch! We've been glaring at each other for a couple of minutes now until Matthew ruined our staring competition. He coughed awkwardly, he looked at her before facing me. "Babe let's go, we wouldn't want to miss our appointment with our doctor," what was he talking about? He smirked widely. "Let's go Babe" he clasped onto my hand before muttering an excuse me to Nikkie. I glanced back at Nikkie only to see her smirk at me as I returned one of her devilish smirk. ~ After Matthew dropped me home I took a hot shower before drifting to sleep.. dreaming about you know who. . I woke up to the sound of birds and sunshine through my window. Nope. Just kidding I was awoken by the sound of my two annoying siblings arguing about something I didn't give a shit about!! Half awake and half asleep I dragged my lazy ass over to the living room ready to yell at them. As I entered the room I held my hand up to stop their argument. "What the heck guys!" I glared at them before speaking again, "All I wanted was to sleep in! Why the heck are you guys so loud!" I blurted out as I headed to the pantry to grab some Oreos. "Matteo over here, wants to watch ET but we've watched that like a million times!" Screamed Angel. That was kind of true, Matteo loved that movie but no matter how many times he watched it he never got bored of it. I didn't like ET I hated the ending of it so much! or maybe it's just the fact that it always made me cry.. After arguing over what movie to watch - since it was Saturday - we ended up on watching Final Destination. Before starting the movie, we ordered a large cheese pizza and popped some popcorn into the microwave. I grabbed the remote and turned the t.v on to start the movie but just in time the door rang. "Pizzas ready!" I yelled excitedly. I opened the door but wasn't greeted by the aroma of pizza but one minty scent.
"Ma-Matthew what are you doing here?" I stuttered. "Just wanted to hang out with my girlfriend." He said as he smirked. I looked at him wide eyed before opening the door wider to welcome him into my home. "Well you're in luck we were just about to start a movie." He looked excited. "What movie?" He asked curiously. "Final Destination. Don't worry we just started." As Matteo and Angel blurted out. I figured they haven't met at all yet. I coughed lightly to get their attention on me. "Matteo and Angel this is Matthew my boyfriend... Matthew these are my siblings." I said introducing them. blah blah more 'nice meeting you' blah blah you know the normal greetings. After that boring introduction we all hopped to the couch getting ready for the movie. We had our popcorn ready, some blankets and the pizza that just arrived. I sat at the middle of the couch with Matthew beside me. He grabbed my hand as I flinched at his actions. I looked at him widely with questioning eyes. He gave me a smile but he never let go of my hand. As the movie started I sank deeper into him as he moved his arm over my shoulders you could even say we were cuddling. They kept watching the movie but I couldn't focus on anything all I could think about was Matthew, the guy sitting next to me.. my boyfriend - oh wait my fake boyfriend - well that hurt. I was thinking about the future, two years from now everything would go back to normal. No Matthew, no bitchy Nikkie and no more media bothering me all the time, but just thinking about Matthew not being here to cuddle me hurts, I don't think I could live without his breath taking hugs. I use to hate him so much but how did everything change? it's the charms I tell you!! I didn't care right now, all I cared about was the present. Who cares if this was all fake? In my heart I knew this wasn't just 'fake' but I don't know if Matthew thinks the same. probably not. I just wish that after our contract I wouldn't get hurt. I don't want to get hurt but life's a bitch I know that for sure, I've experienced things I wish I never did but it made me stronger. Over these past years everything went horribly wrong. I thought I had the most perfect life and a perfect family but I was wrong.. she left us... she left everything behind just so she could be with her 'princesses' eckk gross,but what she did made me stronger it made our family stronger, even without her we managed to live. The thing is I don't want to experience that feeling ever again..the feeling of someone leaving you.. but I know I will. because of him This will all end in 2 years.. and I'm scared. As my thought consumed me I felt my eyes become heavy as I drifted to sleep.. in Matthews warm comfort.
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