SOMETIMES LOVE JUST AIN'T ENOUGH

your in trouble Zach...CHAPTER 10

“Hey tol over here”…. Nakita namin sina Daniel at tyron sa isang sulok ng bar kumakaway sa amin…

            Dahil maraming tao sa bar halos yakap yakap na ako ni Zach habang naglalakad langhap na langhap ko ang mens cologne niya,, ang sarap amuyin iba ito sa madalas kung maamoy kay christian.. haiisttt im being unfair d ko maiwasan icompare sila. Nakarating kame sa table nila.

            “Hi,, Aliyah how’s your day?”

            “ its great tyron thanks for asking.. “ nginitian ko siya..

            “buti ka pa great Aliyah may isa kasi akong tao na kilala na maghapon hindi mapakali at gusto na  agad maggabe. Mukhang may namimiss siyang tao…” iiling iling pa siya habang sinasabe ya, mukhang may pinatutungkulan si Daniel.

            “shut up daniel ang daldal mo… “ sabe ni Zach na napapailing na at natatawa na lamang ako… ako naman nakatungo lang at alam ko namumula ako..

“tol bakit tinamaan kaba may namimis kaba habang nasa work..”hahahah

            Tuloy lang ang pagbibiruan nila syempre ako nakikitawa lang..pero bigla silang napatigil ng may bigla na lamang may yumakap s alikod ni Zach na isang seksing babae..

            “hi Zach miss me, its me tricia remember?? You know your bad you left me there hanging .,you know,”,ngpout pa ito na akala mo bata,, but its ok we can continue our unfinish business naman”…ang malandi nitong sabe kay Zach..

            Napanganga ako sa nakita ko… hindi ko alam ang nararamdaman ko parang nanigas ako sa kinauupuan ko.. at parang may gusto ako gawen sa kanya para gusto kung ipanglampaso ang babaeng higad na ito sa sahig.. xmpre nagawa ko nayan sa isip ko patatagalin ko pa ba..? well hndi ko alam kung baket ang init agad ng dugo ko sa babaeng higad na ito..

            “aheemmmmm”…. Hi miss my name is Daniel, would you like to join me here…?pilit inaagaw ni daniel ang atensyon nung girl.

"oh-owww"..... sabay inum ni tyron ng beer at kita ko xang tumingin kay Zach..

            “I’d love too but im going to sit next to this lover boy…”

        damn... shit... fuck... lahat na ata ng mura nasabe ko nung narealize ko kung ano ginagawa ng babaeng un ngaun sa table namin. tumingin ako kina daniel at tyron. tiningnan ko sila at pinaabot ko ang "do something look" sa kanila...       

            Nakita kong parang uneasy si Zach, I can see that he was trying to say something to the higad girl… pero d ko na un marinig s lakas ng tibok ng puso ko ewan ko ba kung dahil sa lakas ng music or dahil may iba png rason.. tiningnan ko din sina Daniel at tyron,, panay ang inum ni tyron ng beer at nappailing pa.. si Daniel naman bubulong ditto kay tyron maya maya ay tatawa… I feel so out of place so I decided to go to the wash room..

            “excuse me guys I need to go to the wash room..” alam ko tumingin lahat sila sa aken including the higad girl na parang nun lang ako napansin..hindi ko na sila inintayin sumagot,, I stand and walk straight to the wash room..

Pagkapasok ko pa lang huminga na ako ng malalim, ano ba Aliyah what’s wrong with you,, kinakausap niya ang sarili at pinapakalma nanatili muna siya ng ilang minute sa loob… ng kumalma na siya lumabas na agad siya pero hindi siya dumiretso sa table nila.. ngderetso sya sa may counter at uminum ng beer…alam ko d ako sanay uminum but at this moment I need this.. why?? I can’t answer that  too coz I don’t know either..

Nakakadalawang lagok pa lamang ako sa beer naramdaman kung my lumapit sa akin..

“hey its you again… I thinkyou really love the beer huh..” then he gave me a smile…

 I recognized him, his the same person who I had a small talk in the beer stall in my first night here and the first time I met Zach…

“and you know you always bothering me whenever im drinking my beer huh..” and I said that in a sarcastic tone, im not in the mood in his flirty thing.. then I saw him smirking at me.

“wooohh your not in the mood again..you know what im looking forward to see you in the good mood and I think it will make you  more beautiful..”then he drink his beer without taking his eyes of me…

“not gonna happen and please leave me alone..”

“Why should I.. I don’t see anyone with you,, I can be a good company, you know..”

Bago palang sana siya sasagot may narinig na siyang familiar na boses sa likuran niya..

“she said leave her alone..so why are you still talking to her… don’t you get it..or do you want me to do that for her.. ? napalingon siya sa knyang likuran ngaun niya lang nakita si Zach na ganito kaseryoso, madilim na madilim ang knyang mukha. Nakipagtitigan ito dun sa lalaki..

“are you with him? Can I give you some advice…just don’t leave her alone.. I’m just everywhere and I can still ask her to have some small talk whenever I get the chance and prove to her that I can be a good company without some girl hugging in my back..”then I see him grinning while drinking his beer. Before he turn his back.. he looks at me and said “see you everywhere my dear”. Then he left us with this silence..

dinig na dinig ko ang malalim na paghinga di Zach kitang kita ko rin ang pagkuyom ng mga palad niya.. he sit beside me and I know he just staring at me, I don’t bother to look at him. I don’t want  him to see me like this. In  the first I place I don’t know why I’m acting like this..

“Aliyah why are you here I said always stay beside me..”

“you know Zach I have some moods sometimes.. and why im staying there if someone’s does it to you..” Im not planning to say it.. it just came out in my mouth.. blame it in the beer then I look at him…

i-im sorry about that Aliyah,, I met her here.. that’s all..she just acting like we known each for along time I can’t even remember her name, for God Sake and…..

syempre hindi ko ssabhin na, I met her here Aliyah and we shared kiss exactly the same  spot that your are sitting. May sasabhin pa sana ako pere she raised her hands and say..

“stop explaining Zach im not asking you to do that. And besides its ok..”

“really???

“hey what made you think that im not ok”??

“it just that a while ago… your…

“ooowww cmon Zach don’t start that. Im not acting a jealous girlfriend here,, am I?????? did it sound so defensive I hope not…

Then I heard him chuckle..im not going to say that actually,  I was about to say that your not enjoying the night.. since you said that first.. I might considered that idea too.. then he winked at her..

Eto na naman alam ko pulang pula na naman ang mukha kung ano ano na naman kasi nalabas sa bibig ko.. masama talga epekto saken ng beer.. tsssk yumuko na lang ako at nilalaro laro ko ang hawak kung beer…

“enough for this Aliyah, kinuha niya ang beer,, cmon lets enjoy the night.. would you like to dance,, oh well im not take no for an answer..then he smile and gently grab my hand  and take me to the center of the bar..