I Just Wanted To Be Close To You. {2Doc Fanfiction}

Chapter 6

Murdoc's POV
     I was letting myself go. Sure I was hurting Stu, but it kept him in my reach.

     Soon I began to hear his sobs of fear, which broke my heart. I just wanted to go down there and comfort him, but I refused. Then his sobs stopped, and that worried me a bit too much. With a gulp, I headed back to the metal door that was between me and my singer.
"Stu..?" I called weakly, my voice gravelly and harsh.
When I got no reply, I had a bad feeling in the Pit of my stomach. My discolored eyes went wide and I took in a shaky breath. Grabbing the metal key from my jean pocket, I shoved it into the keyhole.
"Come on Stuart..!" My voice was more worried and scared than I had planned.
Then I began to hear the whale I had used to terrorize Stuart. It made me feel bad but after all... Fear=power. I weakly headed down the staircase, the old wood creaking beneath me, in protest.
"damn... I'm old..." I grunted, gripping my side.
When I made it to the end of the stairs I frowned when I saw the sight before me. My Singer was curled up, simply holding himself. He looked like he was in pain, and he was in a pool of bodily fluids. (Tears, saliva, and sweat)

I'm so sorry my bluebird...

Noodle's POV
I hate Murdoc for this. 2D is like my brother... he's one of the only things I first knew when I got here...and now he's gone.

     Me and Russel set out to sea, ready to search for 2D, we could care less about Murdoc. I rested my hand against my cheek as I looked out at the sea. With my head turned away, "Do you think he will be okay..?" My voice was quiet and full of worry.
     Russel simply let out a soft sigh, looking very thoughtful, "I...Don't know..." He looked quite upset.
     I let out a weak whimper as I curl up on my side of the boat. Closing my eyes I slowly drift off, lolled to sleep by the gentle waves of the endless sea.

Stuart's POV

     It was kind of dark, i couldn't seem to move. It felt like I was stuck, I was so scared. I heard murdoc sobbing and begging for forgiveness, which made my feelings hurt a bit. Soon I was able to get up, with a soft pained whimper, I opened my blackened eyes slowly. Staring at the metal ceiling I remembered that I was stuck at this terrible plastic beach. I felt something gripping my hand tightly. The grip became more gentle a few moments after I had opened my eyes.
     "Stu...?" Murdoc sniffled, moving closer to my weak body.
     I couldn't reply verbally, so I just hummed, my throat hoarse and my voice weak. I felt so numb, yet I felt so much pain. "I'm so sorry..." he whimpered and held my hand against his scruffy face.
     I slowly let my eyes close,feeling too weak and tired to make a conversation. "Stu...please answer me..." he sniffled and kissed my hand gently with his rougher lips.
    When I didn't reply I felt murdoc start to cry again. I slowly passed out again, my head hurting terribly.

     Hours later I woke to a nice, warm sensation. I smiled weakly, opening my eyes once more. I took a small look around to see what was happening. My heart fluttered as I glanced at the male that was holding me close to him. I smiled gently and snuggled back into him. He groaned quietly, pulling me closer so that our bodies pressed together. Murdoc was so warm, his smell was addictive. He smelled of cologne and cigarettes, I mentally chided for seeming so creepy. He mumbled softly, "I'm so sorry, Stuart." He let out a gentle sigh afterwards.
     My voice was quiet and weak, "I forgive you..." I was very scared but I didn't want to show him that, he was fueled by my fear and pain.
     I sighed softly and nuzzled him gently. He kissed my head and kept his face nuzzled in my hair. "I love you Stuart..." he spoke gently, rubbing my back lovingly.
     I didn't reply, I didn't know how to reply. So I just shut my eyes tight and forced myself back to sleep.

I don't know if I love him...