Poem and Song's Of How I feel

poem 15

I lost my soul
I lost the will to fight.
I lost wanting to live.

I hear nothing but lies.
no matter how much time.
Has gone by.

My blood has frozen in time.
I am a soulless corps.With
no life and happiness.

I can keep portending that I'm
happy. I can't keep up the will
to hid the tears.

Is this what is means to be broken.
is this the fate I suffer.No one truly cares.
No one wants to let me go on with my life.

All that is life is a empty soul.
That had died long ago.
No where left to hid.

As the scares never die.
I keep wanting to die.
I keep wanting to hid.
I keep seeing my life ending.

Will anyone berry me ones i have
finally take my own life.
Or suffer for the rest of my renaming years.
Just to die and be forgotten.