💙~Dustberry!!~💜 [DISCONTINUED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE]

Chapter 17: What you don't know . . .

*WARNING: THIS WHOLE PAGE WILL BE SAD*

(Sorry for this ;-; )

*Dream's POV:

I sat on my bed, tears falling from my eyes as I couldn't hold them back. I was staring down at a picture of me and Ink celebrating Palette's first birthday. We looked so happy back then.. but now, I don't dare even go see him. Last time I did, it was a big mistake..

*FLASHBACK (I remembered the word! X3)*:

It had been days since I last saw Ink and Paperjam, maybe I should go see them today.. I got up and packed a backpack with fun stuff to do. I was going to tell Palette but he was asleep and I didn't want to bother him. Also, he hasn't seen Ink for 2 years now. Tho, he hasn't met Paperjam yet.. ah, well, they'll meet some day. As I put on my backpack, I open a portal to the Anti-Void with a big smile spread across my face which soon turned to a frown at what I saw. Ink and Error had kissed the moment I opened the portal. Luckily, they didn't see me nor the portal. Tears started to fall from my eyes and I ran off to my room, not realizing I left the portal open. When I entered my room, I quickly locked the door and just laid in my bed, sobbing.. I heard someone trying to open the door after a while but they soon gave up when they realized it was locked. I have a feeling that was Palette.

*AN HOUR OR TWO LATER AFTER THAT*

I walked out of my room and saw the portal still open. My eyes widened and when I looked in, Palette was at the Anti-Void with my ex and my ex's lover. I felt pain and rage as I entered to get Palette. . . (Which concludes to the part where Dream walks in)

*PRESENT DAY*

More tears fell as I remembered everything, and what caused for me and Ink to seperate..

*A FEW YEARS AGO (Before Palette was born) (Still Dream's POV)*:

I went downstairs to find Ink sitting on the couch. We have already been 3 years together and we finally set our fears aside and made love last night. He seemed a little nervous, so I sat down next to him to cheer him up. He jumped as he noticed I was next to him. I chuckled.

-^Sorry for scaring you, are you alright?^
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-♤It's fine, and yeah, just..♤

I noticed he got more nervous before finishing his sentence.

-♤There's something you need to know..♤

He handed me what seemed to be a pregnancy test. Was he pulling a prank on me? Guys could never have babies! I saw as the pregnancy test had two lines. I chuckled and set it down.

-^Very funny, Inky.^

After I said that, Ink teared up, but I didn't notice until one of his tears landed on my hand. I looked to Ink who was now a crying mess as he hid his face with his hands.

-^Inky! What's wrong?!^

He didn't answer. What did I do? As he had his hands on his face, the clothing lifted up a bit. I noticed this and looked at his stomach. My eyes widened as I stared at the yellow and green (the colors kinda got mixed) soul. He wasn't joking. He was actually pregnant. I made him cry from my obliviousness..

*Ink's POV:

I knew he wouldn't want the baby.. My crying stopped as I felt a cold hand on my cheek, it was Dream's. He moved my face to his so we were facing each other. He smiled softly and caressed my cheek as he leaned in and kissed my nose softly, making me giggle a bit. He knew a kiss on the nose always made me smile.

-^I'm sorry for what I said, Inky.. I thought you were joking..^
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-♤It's fine baby..♤

I smiled as he kissed my cheek and then began kissing all over my face. He then pushed me down on the couch as he got on top, cuddling with me. He had his head over my stomach, listening to the baby's soul beats. He moved his face and kissed my belly, making me giggle since it tickled. He smiled at this and we cuddled for the rest of the day. . .

*A FEW YEARS AFTER THAT (Palette was 3 years old by this time)*

*Dream's POV:

I was at home on the couch with Palette. He was playing with my fingers and sometimes bit them playfully. Such a cutie.. I saw Ink come in.

-^Hey baby.^

My smile faded as Ink had worry on his face.

-^Love?..^
-♤We need to talk.♤
-^A-Alright.. Palette, go to your room..^

Palette got off the couch and headed to his room upstairs, closing the door behind him. Ink sighed and looked at me.

-♤Dream, I can't believe you..♤
-^What do you mean?..^
-♤I know about you and Cross.♤

Ink had an angry look on his face. I got nervous but tried pretending I didn't know.

-^W-What do you mean?^
-♤Here.♤

He handed me a bunch of pictures that showed me and Cross kissing, making out and other stuff.. I gulped and shook in fear of losing him.

-^I-Inky, I can explain.^
-♤There's nothing to explain, Dream!♤
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-^I was drunk and Cross was just trying to help!^
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-♤Really? Well Cross told me to tell you that you and him are over, and he is keeping the baby.♤

My eyes widened at what he said. Cross was Pregnant?! Ink stared at me with disgust and tears in his eyes.

-^Fine, go! But I'm keeping Palette..^

He sobbed and ran out, slamming the door behind him. I felt regret filling my soul. I lost both lovers.. And it is all my fault. I went to check on Palette, he must have heard the screaming. . .

*PRESENT DAY*:

Ink was with Error now. A year after I had been dumped by both lovers, I went to see Cross. Maybe I could gain his trust again and we could be a couple. For my surprise, he ended up dating my brother, Nightmare (Yes this is sort of incest I believe and I'm sorry if it makes you uncomfortable, but then again, this whole story is selfcest, so *shrug*). They had my child and a child of theirs, tho they had never showed them to me. Cross was glad I wanted to fix my mistakes and we became friends. Nightmare was just glad me and Cross were getting along again. I was surprised that Nightmare became nice. I still loved Ink, but.. he ended up with Error. And I'm on my bed, crying. I lost a lover and a child.. I deserve this pain. I made a mistake. I played a game which in the end I got caught up in it.. I know how to really feel the pain they did. I know what Ink, Error, Cross and Palette want.. I'll give them what they want.

*WARNING: SELF HARM AND/OR SUICIDE SCENE ABOUT TO START*

I held a knife in my hand as I stared at it. I placed it against my wrist and started making cuts. It stung as I started to cry, thinking of all the pain I caused everyone, and how I would feel it as well. . .

♡Hey guys! Sorry for the short chapter, if it was. Also, it is set that monster souls will have colors (at least in this story), sorry for confusing you guys. Anyways, just wanna say that I hope you enjoyed! ..Even if it was sad. I know, I'm sorry for this cliffhanger, but I promise Dream will be okay soon! Don't forget to ask the characters questions. Also, since Nightmare and Cross have been mentioned now, you can ask them too! Well, love ya guys, see ya!♡