Our love lies here~ K.TH

4

The night finds her awake as she sits on her bed, panting and clutching her chest.
Tears fill her brown eyes and she tries so hard to shut out the thoughts that break her heart.
They keep her awake and make her question everything.
She places her palms into her eyes and tries to stop crying.
A sad and broken whimper leaves her lips.
A sad attempt of a sob echos through the room.
The night finds her completely broken.
Anxiety filling her chest as such depressive and negative thoughts flow through her.
Thoughts that no one really loves her.
Thoughts that everyone really hates her.
She can't help but think these things.
She may seem happy, which she really is most of the time, but some nights she just breaks.
Then all of a sudden, like God himself had stopped the thoughts and held her tightly in his grasp,the tears stop.
A large hand rubs her back and cooes comforting words in her ear.
She leans into his touch and
whines.
"Taehyung.. I'm sorry." She whispers.
She hadn't meant to wake him.
He moves to where he's left hugging her from behind as soft hiccups leave her body while she tries to calm down.
"Don't apologize. I'm here. I'm right here for you, baby." His gentle tone lulls her into tranquility.
He leans over and turns on a bedside lamp, illuminating her tear stained face.
She turns in his arms to where she faces him.
His eyes bore into hers.
His hand raises to cup her cheek.
His thumb wipes away any remaining tears.
His eyes hold genuine concern and pity.
But she doesn't want pity.
She wants love.
"I won't leave you. You'll be okay." His face contorts into a small smile.
"I love you." He whispers.
One thought runs through her head as she looks deep into his eyes.
"Why is it that his eyes hold guilt?"