I woke up on my couch with a empty bottle of stawberry Daquari. I sighed and shook my head. I then realized what I had to do....... I had to move on. For get the Dorkiplier that I knew and find a knew guy to fall for. I got up and readied myself for a day of shopping and having fun. I got dressed in my favorite outfit. Black shorts, Black wedges, and a white tanktop with a black vest. As I looked at my phone I laughed. It was already 6:00pm. Late hours of work got to me again.
Walked out of my house and got into my car. I decided to go to Dave and Busters seeing as it was the time of night where it would be fun. As I drove dow the road I smiled as my music filled the car. The windows shook from the amp in the trunk. Christina Aguilera's lyrics flowed into my ears. "If you wanna be with me baby theirs a price to pay." I sang along as I stopped at a stop light. As it turned green and I started to excelerate I remembered Mark was suppose to me coming to Vegas but, remembering it was a dream I sighed. I pulled up to Dave and Busters. I turned my car off after the song ended. Shutting the car door after I exited. I walked in and was immediately carded. After verifying my age I got a drink. A BackWoods Blueberry Lemonade. The man. A man sat next to me and got a Feiry Peach Margarita. He glanced at me then smiled. I smiled back then took my drink and walked over to a table. It looked weird that I was alone but I did not care. I was gonna have fun. I had paid for a eat and play combo. as I sipped my drink I thought about people I could invite. Then my phone began to ring. It was an unknown number, When I picked up I was greeted with a familiar deep toned voice.
"Hey." He said.
"Hi, How's it goin?" I asked.
"Great. Hey, can you do me a favor?" He asked.
"Sure." I smiled.
"Turn around." He said happily.
As I turned around A handsome dark haired man stood in the doorway. I smiled at him. But when I blinked he was gone. I sighed
"So can you do me a favor?" He asked.
"Yeah sure what is it?" I said as my heart sank.
"Call Molly and ask her to have Wade send my books?" He asked happily.
"Sure." I said while nodding.
"Thanks. So hows Vegas?" He asked softly.
"Better then anywhere else." I said while taking a sip of my drink.
"Even better then when you were with your family and me?" He chuckled.
"Well I miss you guys and all but I don't think I'd really ever see you guys again." I set my drink down.
"Why not?" He asked sadly.
"I'm kinda isolating myself." I shruged.
"Oh, Well it was nice talking to you but I gotta go. I'm going on a vacation with a few friends. According to them Their will be plenty of girls involved." He sighed.
"Alright. I'll talk to you some other time." I said before we both hung up.
I stayed at D&B for a few more hours. After leaving I felt depressed realizing I left all my family behind and I had just practically told Mark I didn't want to see him anymore. I needed to drown my sorrows. I pulled up to a liquor store and bough a bottle of whiskey and Jack Daniels. After purchasing it a drank a fith of the Jack Daniels and tried driving home. I made it luckily. I grabbed my alcohol and went inside.
I opened the Jack Daniels and continued to drink. While drinking I stumbled apon a box full of my old CD's. I had made one that I never finished. The only song on it was 'Don't Dream it's Over'. I put it in my CD player and turned it up extremely loud.
"Hey now, HEY NOE! Don deam issss overrr!" I sang while laying on my couch with the empty Jack Daniels in my hand. I then drink a 1 fourth of the whiskey with the song on repeat and I fell asleep.
I had a strange dream that I woke up and Mark was standing over me smiling but when I went tot touch his face he disappeared. The rest of the night I had no dream. Only that small glimpse of heaven. All I wanted was to just give mark a hug.
Bu that wasn't gonna happen.......Cause I screwed it up.............
