One more chance

Prolouge

Kylo looked up from his fathers die as the force connected them for the last time. He saw Rey's beautiful face looking down on him. He could sense her sadness in her eyes and the way her him was wobbling slightly. He wondered where she was and what she was thinking about him. She gave him a small, sad, smile and turned away from him as the bond disconnected. He felt alone and abandoned as he glanced down at his hand in time to see his fathers die fade into nothingness. He heard Hux and the stormtroopers approaching so he composed himself  and stood ready to report to Hux. He hated Hux but he was the only one who had the kind of insight and knowledge he needed. "They escaped, using the Millenum Falcon, your fathers ship!!" Hux raged as he strode angrily into the abandoned control room. "If you hadn't been messing around with Skywalker, the rebels would have been snuffed out, once and for all!" Hux paced around the room silently infuriated by Kylo's outrageous behavior during the battle. Kylo stood to the side, then realizing that Hux was done with his childish lecture strode out of the room back to his ship.
-later in Kylo's room-
Kylo later on his bed staring at the ceiling. He was letting his thoughts wander and begin to think of Rey. Why couldn't he stop thinking of Rey!! Every time he was alone and his thoughts were unoccupied he thought of Rey!! The scavenger should have no place in his mind. She was his enemy and after the throne room, she probably hated him. But still he couldn't get her off his mind. He wanted to StOp THiNKiNG AbOUt HeR!! He was so fed up with his stupid mind he wanted to scream! But instead of flying into an angry rage he just felt empty and alone. All the people that had loved him had left him and now he was stuck with Hux. But he was the supreme leader which should make him happy! This was what he had wanted from the time Snoke had first whispered in his mind. But he just felt more abandoned and forlorn than ever. He had sacrificed so much, his friends, his family for this cause and it seemed it was all for nothing. He had lost everything that had every cared about him, his mother, his father, and Rey. "Oh Rey what do I have to do to get you to come back to me?" He muttered, still staring at the shiny, black ceiling of his bedroom. He closed his eyes and tried to sleep.