One more chance

Chapter Two

Ben woke up to his Darth Vader alarm clock going off. He rose out of bed and stretched. He shrugged out of his pajamas and put on his school clothes. He went into the bathroom and did hair and teeth. He went downstairs slowly, still tired from being up so early. He chomped down breakfast and his dad Han, walked in. No, wait Han was dead. Kylo has killed him. He was gone. Kylo woke in a cold sweat again as he had every night after Han's death. He tried to go back to sleep but all he could see was his father falling off the platform, betrayal in his eyes. He knew he wasn't gonna get any more sleep so he stretched and stood up wondering if Hux was awake. He probably was planning out his next meeting or something else boring. Kylo decided to go to the gym. Maybe that would relax him a little. He dressed in his high pants and a black tank top. He left his rooms and walked the quiet halls to the gym. After he finished his workout he was walking down the halls when he saw something out a window up ahead. He ran to the window. He stared out into the void of space and stared at what had caught his eye. The dazzling lights of the shooting stars darting across the empty slate of space was breathtaking. He stared out on the spectacular sight, but inside he was cold and empty. He had lost everybody he had ever cared about. He knew his mother hated him, she had left him alone at a young age and then dumped him on Luke when he was 12. Luke was no different. He had tried to kill him with no pity or forgiveness. Han had forgiven him and now looking back he was ashamed that he had killed him. Han was the parent who actually gave a damn about him. Made fun sugar snacks and played games with him on weekends. When he came back from Luke's temple on holidays Han was the one who would ask what he had learned and ask for a demonstration. And kylo has killed him with no remorse. And Rey, it hurt to even think about what he had done. He had asked her to rule the galaxy when deep down he knew that wasn't what she wanted. But he had been blinded by snoke so long so he ignored it and lost her to. He was a failure. Losing everyone to gain a seat of power he no longer wanted. Why would he want it? He only wanted it to be finally noticed, recognized for what he did. But it never happened and he was left alone, hated, and helpless to try to win over rey. He turned from the window and silently padded back to his room.

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