No Place Like Home || Zouis

Prologue Zayn

Being one of the most famous porn starts on the planet is not exactly how Zayn would love to live his life. Yea it's hard to get a job -a real and steady one - and old men -ever second of everyday- ask you if you'll have sex with them or even just slowly strip so they can get off isn't exactly anyone's cup of tea. So no it's not how he would like to live his life.

He wish he would have went to collage and gotten a steady job and maybe gotten married and adopted because he's gay and well He can't exactly shit out a baby right?

But zayn doesn't pity himself because he essentially did this to himself if he's honest. dropped out of school to be a 'whore' as his father would say. And his parents are amazing people, they didn't care that He was gay. Zayn was surprised when He told my dad thinking he would go all ape shit on him but nope he didn't he just said 'okay what's for dinner' and He didn't expect him to be so calm about it he said 'if straight people don't have to come out to their parents then why should gay people have to?' And Zayn wish everyone was like that.

But it got bad when He started bringing a different guy home every night and making noise and waking his sister up when they had school. Mind you He also had school but guess who's a drop out? This 22 year old. But mom still calls, dad still texts telling me if He ever wants help and if He ever wants to come home and get his GED that they would support him and that they would help him get a job -with daddy's connections of course- because god knows Yaser Malik has them all over the world.

But Zayn can't stop, it's not like He enjoys all the name calling and abuse but He enjoys sex, no scratch that he's addicted to sex. But not in the way you think, it's not just getting off He likes it's the feeling of want.

When He has them laying down and kissing every part of their body's zayn feels like He knows their whole life story. He feels like with every thrust -wether they are saying his name or their wife's even husbands- that He has them even if it's for a second. That He controls what comes out of them, and from every end.

Moms seen his 'movies' knows that He gets hurt that He gets abused, gets thrown around like a dog but Zayn can't find any will to stop and why? Well Who could tell ya. He don't know why He lets people throw him around when He knows His worth and that he's a "beautiful boy who shouldn't live like this", been told that all his life.

Zayn knows He could probably get a man to settle down with but they are all scum. They don't want him for him They want him for his body and they will beg for it, get on their knees, grown men at the age of 50, will get on their knees and beg for just 15 minuets with him. And they will pay big just to see him play with himself, to see him with a fake dick inside him wishing that it was them when they cum, the most zayns made in one night is maybe $600,000 and it's enough to keep his luxury things together because god knows He don't get his body from eating fat cake and his gym membership is more then his house rent -lies-

Zayn never been cocky about it either he knows shit. He knows hes a slut and no one will love him because He don't give them anything to love. All He gives is his dick and if your cute maybe his hole but what more?

But that's all what's zayn likes to tell him myself. That he's worthless and no one will love him. Because how else would he justify not going back home with his parents still loving him and still wanting to help. Not that their his parents and would do it even if zayn killed someone. But because they feel bad and zayn doesn't take pity from anyone.

So when this guy with the feathered hair and beautiful blue eyes asked to 'just talk' he figures why not 'just talk' see how that goes and if he gets beat the fuck up for all He's got in his tuck tape then fuck it He'll learn to keep my mouth shut.

He never does but his parents sure fucking hope so.

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"You can leave now big" Zayn say to his security. He nods and walks out