I'm not one to go on dates. I mean I'm a porn start anything public you either get noticed and stopped or get weird looks and either way you aren't so proud of yourself.
I know it may seem like oh look zayns the most confident person in the world when in reality I'm not. I'm just as scared and weak as everyone proceeds me to be. I don't really know why I have this job if I'm honest. it makes me feel like as lose... and a slut if I'm honest.
And Louis thinks I'm a slut to. trust me I know the kind, he thinks he can "change me" make me a better person take me out of this lifestyle and make me a house wife or something. he can't. he can't change me because this is who I want to be. I mean not really but I rather be doing this than anything else. I don't want to stay at home is pointless and I don't want to work in a cubical all day I would throw staplers at everyone. and I can't work I. Retail god knows working at Hollister was a dead end for me. so what else is there to do?
I can't be an artist. not that anyone would ever consider me. I'm not any good and no one would put my work inside of a gallery So if this is who I have to be then so be it. and if Louis wants to try just like Liam did then so be it.
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Short, happy 4th of July!!!!
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