My......my....my......step dad raped me.....
Why??? Why??? WHY ME??? WHY MUST IT HAVE BEEN ME???? why me??? I don't understand.....
Why did he do this......??
Maybe it was because he was drunk??
Maybe it was because of the clothes I wear around the house??
I mean yeah sure I wear crop tops around my house and cami's...but....
Why? That's the main question here...
Never would I have thought my step dad would do that...
I told my mom. .
She............. didn't believe me.......at first.
But when I told her that I wasn't lying she said that if I was I would be in big trouble.
So she took me to the emergency room.......it was true......he raped me..
It was painful.....I wanted to die when he started....
What did I expect my first time to be like?
Hmmm....... That's easy to say... I expected it to be with my wife or husband. Maybe taking it slow.. would I be dom or sub.. I don't know.. depends
Wait why am I thinking about that....wait.... What are they doing to me.....what's going on??
Oww what wassthatttt.
I blacked out after that.
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dear anxiety.
Poetryall about anxiety, and darkness. I'm sorry if you don't like it. Some swearing Maybe sexual content....idk yet...