Team 10 against the living dead (t10 ff)

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EMILY:
So we walked over to Sarah's and literally everyone was there most of them didn't look happy Logan did because he saw Emily

Sarah:okay you guys want to express why your not happy
Man(Oliver):because he killed John and that's wrong but no you basically let him off for killing a human being

Anthony:can I state he hurt his wife probably so many times that when he walked into the room she walked out she was that scared also there son hides in the closet when he hurts his mom and has even hit him then when Emily heard shouting and screaming she walked in and he gave her a black eye then called her horrible names today

Oliver:well give him a punishment then don't fucking kill a man who...
Jake:you was going to say innocent then, fuck he isn't Sophie didn't even tell us about her black eye we had to force her she was so scared that when Anthony or any man went near her she would walk away then today her sister said something and she bursted into tears because how low she felt from being called them names that isn't right no man should do that

Man(ross): but logans coming round like he's owning place but it's not it's you Sarah
Most of them agreed
Emily:okay can I back Logan up here...he's bin the main leader of this group from the start and look 11 months later most of us are standing it's natural for him to lead also so is for Jake they know that there not the bosses but they will act like it sometimes

Ivan:Emily can I talk to you
I nodded he brought me outside when he pointed to a walker
Ivan:how could it of got in
Emily:that's a good point
Anthony walked out
Anthony:I will kill it you 2 find out where it's came from and if there's more

I loaded my gun me and Ivan ran to the gate it was left open we closed it and Ivan and I went looking around when we came across 2

I shot both of them everyone came running up
Emily:someone left the gate open and there was 3 walkers
But then we heard screaming this man Harvey got bit by a walker right in the neck

Jake shot the walker everyone was shocked
Logan:he has to be shot in the head before he turns
His wife kelly stepped in to do it
Kelly:if anyone should do it,it should be me
I handed her my gun Jake showed her how to do it then she shot him in the head

She passed my gun back to me and walked to her house
Sarah:everyone go back to your houses
Logan:I will burry him
Sarah:thank you
I walked into Ivan's house and we laid on his bed

Emily:Ivan you haven't bin yourself since Emilio died wanna let it all out?
He nodded a tear rolled down his cheek I hugged him he cried into my shoulder

Ivan:I feel so alone without him he was the other half of me,my bestfriend and the only family I have left and I miss him so so so much he was the one to make me smile the most made my days better I don't know why the good people have to leave first because he was so kind hearted and loved everyone always had a smile on his face I miss him Emily

Emily:Emilio you will miss him he was and still is your twin and you could never forget that it's my moms death and my little sisters anniversary tomorrow and I miss her so much but I know she would want me to keep fighting and so would Emilio he would want you to be happy and survive this world I know you can

Ivan:thanks emily
Emily:it's okay I gotta go back home but I will speak to you tomorrow
He nodded I walked back to the house and sat in the kitchen drinking hot chocolate

Then I went to bed and fell asleep

I was woken up by Tessa and Chance arguing I sighed today is gonna be the hardest day for me and Sophie

I had a shower blew dried my hair brushed my hair and teeth tied my hair into 2 French plaits

Got dressed into khaki sweatpants and a black body suit and my black and white sk8-vans I do have nice clothes surprisingly

I done light makeup and walked downstairs chance and Anthony was sitting on the sofa Tessa was sitting in the kitchen

Ruby was laying in her her play Matt I changed her diaper and fed her but it was really awkward because Anthony and I wasn't speaking either

I changed her into her Bambi outfit and wrapped a blanket around her

I done the washing Tessa helped me
Tessa:you okay?
I nodded
Emily:I'm going out BUDDY
Buddy ran downstairs so did Athena

Emily:walk you wanna walk
They was both so excited
Emily:come on then
I opened the door and they got into my car Sophie got in as well

Sophie:you going to moms house
Emily:you know me so well
I checked how much amo I have I put my baseball bat as well

First we took buddy and Athena to this field and played ball for a while yeah walkers came now and then but we got it controlled

Sophie:how are you finding today?
Emily:hard I miss them Soph
Sophie:me too em

We drove to the house and walked in there was some walkers which we killed we walked to moms room

She was still under the blanket I left we decided to bury her but I changed outfit into one of my dads sweatshirts and black leggings my old white gazelles

I did have a lot of tears so did Sophie after we buried her I took some of my old clothes and shoes also makeup and essentials

We was looking through moms old stuff and there was boxes for me and Sophie

I opened mine there was a note
Note-Emily you are either reading this when I'm dead or when you have your first child. I have always prepared for your first child because I know you would be the best mom a child could ask for hopefully I'm there when you have one so I could teach it things only a grandma could teach remember I have always loved you and you will be the best mom it will be hard just remember that lots of love-mom

I wiped my tears away there was diapers, a pacifier,some outfits,bottles, milk formula,toys, blanket and a photo frame of me and my mom and another one for the baby

I brought all the stuff out to my car found some cans of food as well

So we drove back to the group Sophie took her things and I took mine

I took a photo of ruby and printed it,it was the last one I could print

I put it in the photo frame i know ruby isn't mine but I look after her all the time

Ivan sat beside me he was over
Ivan:where did you get these things?
I passed him the note while i put the things in Ruby's stuff

Anthony Jake Logan and Chance was decorating a room for ruby it was baby pink and white I found white battery operated letter lights at Walmart a couple weeks ago and luckily they had all the letters for ruby

Emily:I know ruby isn't mine but all these things can go towards ruby

Ivan hugged me
Ivan:today must be so hard
Logan:why is it hard?
I shook my head and walked into my room

Ivan:bro it's the death of her mom and sister
Logan:fuck
Jake:I knew Sophie was so upset this morning
Chance:no wonder why she hasn't talking
Ivan:her mom left a box for her and Sophie for there first child and Emily's gave the stuff to ruby when she knows Ruby's not hers but ruby needs it she loves that child more than you think

I was sorting through my things when Anthony walked in
Anthony:don't walk away this time sit

I sat down he sat beside me
Anthony:I'm sorry for yesterday I'm sorry for everything but you need to start telling me why your upset because I hate seeing you upset and it's even worse when I can't help you I'm here for you em and I'm so thankful for everything you have done for me and ruby literally I couldn't of done it without you,you've bin my rock through all of this and I'm gonna be here for you especially on this day because it's probably so hard on you

I hugged him and just bursted into tears he hugged me back
Emily:I miss them so so so much my mom was my rock and my little sister was the reason I laughed so much and I feel like I gotta be strong around everyone all the time when I'm not and it's so draining all the time

Anthony:you don't have to be strong all the time though no one expects you to
After we talked for a little bit he went to go help decorate

I cleaned my room and looked after ruby I'm so glad Anthony and I are alright again