White rooms
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Antiseptic smell
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Annoying beeping sound
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Crying people around the hall
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Death smell
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Min Jang Mi , that's the name of the unwanted child that came from my so called parents.A not normal 19 years old girl
An unlucky one must I said .
Doesn't have happy childhoods experience like other people .All childhoods experience is about go in and out from hospitals, eating millions pills just for learning to become a company successors disposable robot.
Doesn't have any friends.
Literally can't..Because I have a weak heart and I always got sick when I want to made one.
Instead of went to school my parents forced a homeschooling with the reason my condition .I have a pale dull skin color .
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My parents?
They love to their work . And hate me and my brother , the reason ?
Well..they just love their reputation and work .And the results is I sincerely hate them back too...
Because they hurt my beloved
They made him suffers until he decided to runaway and left me here alone in this hell ,
But.. well I didn't blame or resent him for it.
It's better than have two people in this hell together.
At least one person must survive and escape from this hellish place.I was a cheerful girl , always smiling , and funny
But
It was .
Since he left me , My parents have no choice other than letting me take care half of my parents company .
And as a result of constricted and manipulated life for 12 years I slowly became numb and my condition became more weak than before
That embarrassed my parents to have a broken child like me so they locked and abandoned me in this hospital while exploited me with works.
Which is actually letting me feel a little freedom.Why?
It's better than stay at the prison called home.
About work..
It's not like I wanted to do this ,but
I am must do this
To protect what is important for me
Because
If I don't..They will hurt them.
And I know they will able and definitely will do it
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I hate God,
Why must I born..
Why must I have this body
Why must He gave them chance to hurt him..
Why..
Why don't He just let me die for the price of his freedoms.Even if that means , I must never be happy .
I will accept it ...
I deserve an unhappy ending
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