You Make Me Begin (J.J.K FF)

Prolouge

White rooms
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Colorful pill
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Antiseptic smell
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Annoying beeping sound
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Crying people around the hall
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And
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Death smell
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Min Jang Mi , that's the name of the unwanted child that came from my so called parents.

A not normal 19 years old girl
An unlucky one must I said .
Doesn't have  happy childhoods experience like other people .

All  childhoods experience is about go in and out from hospitals, eating millions pills just for  learning to become a company successors disposable robot.

Doesn't have any friends.
Literally can't..

Because I have a weak heart and I always got sick when I want to made one.
Instead of went to school my parents forced a homeschooling with the reason my condition .

I  have a pale dull skin color .

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My parents?

They love to their work . And hate  me and my brother , the reason ?
Well..they just love their reputation and work .

And the results is I sincerely hate them back too...

Because they hurt my beloved
They made him suffers until he decided to runaway and left me here alone  in this hell , 
But.. well I didn't blame or resent him for it.
It's better than have two people in this hell together.
At least one person must survive and escape from this hellish place.

I was a cheerful girl , always smiling , and funny 

But 

It was .

Since he left me , My parents have no choice other than letting me take care half of my parents company .
And as a result of constricted and manipulated life for 12 years I slowly became numb and my condition became more weak than before
That embarrassed my parents to have a broken child like me so they locked and abandoned me in this hospital while exploited me with works.
Which is actually letting me feel a little freedom.

Why?

It's better than stay at the prison called home.

About work..

It's not like I wanted to do this ,but

I am must  do this

To protect what is important for me

Because
If I don't..

They will hurt them.

And I know they will able and definitely will do it

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I hate God,
Why must I born..
Why must I have this body
Why must He gave them chance to hurt him..
Why..
Why don't He just let me die  for  the price of his freedoms.

Even if that means , I must never be happy .

I will accept it  ...

I  deserve an unhappy ending
I deserve it...

Start : 1-04-18