So the past few weeks with Logan have been great. We've had some sleepovers and have been hanging out and walking to and from school together. But Logan wasn't the only "romance" in my life. I know I said I was gay but I can't lie I will catch some feelings for a female every now and then. Her name was Helen. We ha even talking for about a month. I had been kind of flirting with her but not really realizing it because I was so sure I was gay.
One day I realized that I kind of had feelings for Helen. And it turns out Helen had feelings for me too. So guess what, we start dating! And I know what you're thinking. How could a gay guy have feelings and be dating a girl? But when I was with Helen I really didn't think about all that. Like it was almost as if she knocked the gay out of me. I mean don't get me wrong, I still had feelings for Logan but it just seemed like less severe. I kind of used Helen also to make Logan jealous but he didn't seem to crack. But that's not the reason I dated her so don't think I just used her.
So a few weeks went by while I was dating Helen and it was pretty nice. But then it kind of changed. I don't know what happened but it just felt like all the straight feelings I had for Helen just went away. And I realized I couldn't escape from my feelings for Logan.
So after debating it for a few days I decided to break up with Helen. It was hard to do but I couldn't keep dating her I didn't like her like that anymore. Things were awkward for us for a few weeks but then we were all good. But after I dumped Helen I had a bigger decision I needed to make.
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