just a little heads up. i have changed some of the book. at the bottom i've included a tally of how many times i've decided to change something. i'm sorry if i cut out your favourite bit, but i picked out the things i thought would make the book better. to those who've read the book, you do not have to reread. i understand.
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outside my window the sky is mixture of orange, pinks and reds. it looks amazing, perfect day for a date-which is what i'm getting ready for.
i fasten my lace on my high heel before i gaze at myself in the mirror. maybe i snapped, i sound big headed, but i think i look amazing-probably the best i've looked in a while.
my attention is drawn to my phone, which i laid on my bedside table, as it vibrates, meaning i've received a text.
harry ♡ going to have to cancel tonight's plans. family issues. sorry babygirl ☹️ xx
harry ♡ i'll make it up to you some other night😉 xx
me you're kidding? it's fine ig xx
harry ♡ so sorry gorgeous xx
i sigh and roll my eyes. i should've expected this. i begin taking off my makeup. it doesn't take long until i'm in some old sweatpants, an old baggy top, hair tied in a messy bun and no bra.
logging onto my laptop and go onto 'thechat.com'. me and my friends always use it to video chat in groups. plus, it comes with a chat box, so we don't always need to videochat.
scrolling down i notice my best friend, kylie, is online. clicking on her name is doesn't take long until i see her gorgeous face appear on my screen.
that's when i immediately break down into tears.
"hey baby what's wrong?" she asks. i notice kylie push her laptop down so she can lie on her stomach, feet in the air.
"harry bailed on me" i cry. my hand is soaked with my tears as i try to dry my face.
"again?" she sighs, i nod, "baby he isn't worth your time, you need a guy who shows you off. he hasn't posted a single picture of you on any social media, has he?".
i shake my head and my breathing starts to become uneasy.
"then why are you still with him?" her accent is a posh british as she's originally from london.
"because i love him!" i try to say.
but am i lying?
surely not.
i have to love him.
"baby, you're not happy, i'd come over but i'm on house arrest, they found out about to party last weekend" she rolls her eyes which makes me laugh a little, "remember when i pushes dylan into the pool" she laughs. i hate it when she does this because i immediately begin to laugh with her.
she looks up from her screen, she has put herself on mute which probably means her dad is talking to her. as she looks down, it has been unmuted.
"i got to go, we'll make plans for tomorrow, yeah?" she smiles. i nod as i wipe the last of my tears away, "okay, goodnight, i love you".
"love you too" and with that, she hangs up.
i turn to lay kn bed on my stomach with my feet in the air. i decide to look through my recommendations. no one looks or sound familiar, that's until i spot a name i haven't heard of in 10 years...
ethan dolan
• short chapter i know, but they'll get better and longer💗~J✨ •
||kayla in middle school||
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||kayla now||
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__________ edits: i {24/9/18} ii {15/10/18} ____________
