Transgender? (Prinxiety)

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Warnings: Transgender male, female menstruation description (only a little), female to male issues, little self  hatred thoughts

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Romans POV

UHG! Why couldn't I just- uhg! I'm going to cry. WHERE IS IT!? Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! I continued to hit my head with my palm in my room. My room was torn apart in the search, yet no success. I can't leave my room without it! What will the others think!?

Im' suppost to be the confident one yet I can't leave my room without an item of clothing! I guess its time to break out the baggy hoodie. I took off my princely shirt, leaving me in nice blue jeans. The hoodie was a nice white without any zippers. The front had a crown with hearts along with golden swirls around it. The edges of the sleeves and base were golden.

I take a deep sigh as I fix my hair, getting ready to walk out. If they ask questions, I'm doomed. I open my white door with the golden handle and walk towards the kitchen. The hoodie was way too big but it showed none of my curves and hid what it needed to. I put on my best winning smile and greeted the other traits.

"Worry not my friends! For your prince has arrived!" I heard Virgil groan from the stairs, making me chuckle at his cute act at being annoyed.

Patton was always a joy to see in the morning. "Hey Roman! I hope you like fruit and pancakes!" His smile shown like the sun as he greeted me. I nodded to him and sat down in my seat. Virgil sat in the seat next to me, across from Logan. His eyes were shifting over my attire.

He gave me a look and spoke. "What's with the baggy get-up, Prince Not-So-Charming?" When he spoke 'prince' it made my heart jump with joy. But I went silent. Not knowing how to respond. "'You going to respond, Princess?" I felt my heart, shatter. Does he know?! Deep breath, you're a male. Your name is Roman Prince Sanders.

"Just wanted a change of style, Emoness." I shot him a smirk to sell it. He let it go and I almost let out a sigh of relief. Almost. I still am in search of the item.

Then I felt like I was peeing- OH GOD NO! "What is today!?" I asked frantically.

Patton looked at me oddly. "The 4th of April, why?" My heart sped.

"L-long story, I will be back!" I then ran to the bathroom (There is only one bathroom in the Mind Palace.), sat on the toilet and looked at my underwear. DANG IT! Tears pooled at my lids. No matter how many times it happend, it still makes me scared and upset. I grab my very secret stash of pads and put one on my underwear. I let out a sigh and got up, pulling my jeans up in the process. I put them back behind everything in the cupboards and left.

I walked back out, putting on my best fine look, and sitting back where I was and digging into the delicious meal before me. Everybody looked at me worried and upset. Logan broke the silence. "Fellow traits, I was getting cleaning supplies from the bathroom when I had come across a well hidden box of female pads...-" Everything the rest of that sentence had to offer was blurred out. I put on a brave face and forced myself to not cry. "-... Roman? Do you have any idea about this?" I couldn't lie. I knew exactly want they were their for. I nodded. Not wanting to look up.

Virgil rested a hand on my shoulder. "Why were they there?" His voice was soft and non-judgemental.

I pulled in a strong breath and began. "I am a transgender male. I needed the pads because I am unable to get the surgerys due to not being fully human. I always knew. Before I met you all and I was a side trait, I had long, curly hair. My clothing was like a princess." I pulled out a picture.

"My name was Vela Princess Sanders

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"My name was Vela Princess Sanders. You can tell what happened. Nobody knew of me before I made the change when I was ten, having aged much faster then Thomas and the other traits, but my aging slowed when I became a main trait, de-aging me with the boyish look I aquired. And here I am. And, Virgil? I'm wearing this hoodie because I couldn't find my-" my voice cracked on the next word. "binder."

The room fell silent. Tears were falling fast from my eyes. Virgil grabbed my chin and pulled my face to meet his eyes. "You are a trooper, you know that? To endure that was amazingly brave. You are a powerful prince." He wiped my tears and he pulled me into a hug. I looked around and Patton had the large goofy grin if approval. Logan nodded to me showing he understood and accepted me. The I realized... HE IS HUGGING ME!

I pushed him away fast and crossed my arms. "M-my... breasts..." I shivered. Virgil looked me in the eyes.

"I don't care if you have breasts, a uterus, or long hair. I love you, my manly prince, nothing is going to change that." To show him I felt the same, I kissed him.

Yes, my lips were soft and feminine, yet, Virgil didn't care. He acted like he was kissing his true love. I talked agenced his lips. "Are you bi, or just not care that my body is feminine?"

"I just don't care that your body is feminine. I fell in love with you, not your body."

I guess my body isn't so bad after all. My body doesn't define me. I am the manly Prince Roman, who fought his was through life from Princess Vela. Making me more manly and handsome. Born female or not, I still had my love and I am still male now. I can make more binders, I'm not scared without them anymore.

WORD COUNT: 1025

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