amelia ; styles

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CHAPTER THIRTEEN

dear journal,

for some reason, i haven't ate for a full week. i'm not doing it on purpose, it just seems as if something has taken it's place that makes me loose my appetite.

but i finally have something to be happy about. tomorrow is the last day of school and i am free from that hellhole for an entire two months. i'll promise to try and be happy. i'll promise that i will try to change. i promise.

harry and i's families have planned and bbq as a celebration for harry and i making it to high school. my sister will be attending, so it will be nice to see her again. for real this time.

but the styles family said they have some news to share tomorrow night and harry had been acting off all week. it's scaring me in all honesty. either he knows about my addiction, or he's nervous about the news.

i wish i wasn't so confused so my mind could shut up.

- amelia xx