broken || a.u

Chapter 1

-Ashton-
I sat in the corner of the floor just staring at the wall. I couldn't even feel the unbearable pain any more. I looked down at my wrist disappointed that I had done it so many times.
I propped myself up and stood up. I trudged over to my mattress and laid down. I was tired, not just emotionally but physically so I decided to take a nap.
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"Come back", I looked at her cold face. I couldn't touch her, I only saw her. Then some body appeared, and I instantly felt anger. They started kissing and I screamed at her to please stop. Then they held hands and ran off into the distance and I started crying.
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I suddenly woke up, my palms and forehead sweaty. I sighed then fully sat up, slipping on my toms. I grabbed my phone and key, then walked out my front door.
As soon as I stepped off the elevator and out the door the cool September air hit my face. I kept my head down and headed towards the park. I just strolled through the park for a good hour. Once I started heading back I bumped into something, actually someone. I looked up and saw it was a girl about 18 or 19 and I apologized quickly. She just giggled and said it was okay. I started walking again then made my way home just to end up in the corner again thinking about that girl.