one direction spank fic(larry and ziam) (bromance)

oh god what have i done?

ZAYN'S P.O.V

im in my room i dont know what i did why niall wont trusts me i thought im big brother to him but may be im wrong , may be im not good as brother or else he should have told me what is happening in his life 

i was came out my thoughts by some one tapping at my door 

i dont want to answer it i want to be alone 

"zayn" i heard liams voice

"zayn , please open the door " he asked

"ileave me alone liam " i yelled then i realised what im doing

ow why im yelling at liam he dint do any thing wrong

"sorry for yelling liam please i want to be alone" i said

"its okay but open the door i know you , you dont want spend alone times like this so open up" he told me from other side of the door

how cute he knows every thing about me thats why i love him so much every one thinks i m the person who likes to maitain distance from everyone but thats not true i always loves company especially times like this

i opened the door liam came in and locked the door, i immediatly hugged him tightly

"hey there" he said

"hi" i told him giving small smile

we both sat on our bed

"wanna tell me what happen? " he asked

but from look on his face i know he know every thing

"i think niall told you" i said my voice hurt because i thought about niall

"yeah , he told us but i wanna know what you are thinkin g?" he said

'nothing" i said

"zayn" he said

now i know he wont leave me untill i tell him about what im thinking so i told him everything

that may be im not good as brother to niall and all becuse niall promised me he will tell me first whenever he will see some one he broked that promise 

"zayn you have to let him explain for once"liam said

"no i dont want to hear any thing from him " i said still hurt from whatever niall did

"but think about it zayn, im gonna bring dinner for us" by saying that he went out of the room

NIALL'S P.O.V

(he is silently crying)

i dont know what got into me how come i every time end up hurting zayn oh god what have i done

but this time i screwed every thing

now im in front of zayns roomfrom last 15 minutes but im afraid to face him may be dont want to see me in this life im such a failure i cant even stay a month without hurting zayn

after 10 minutes i lifted my hand to knock on the door but i dint had caurage to do that so  i stopped and tears were rolling down my face like a tap but i dont care