Five over one // wdw {compl}

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"NO! I dont want to see you right now. You almost killed me Jonah! Do you understand how scared I am of water?," I scream in his face. 

"Dont you remember?"

Tears were falling down my face. Jonah just cant come up to me and kiss me, I might add, and think everything is going to be better. Its not. Not even close.

"Leah im sorry, please let me say something!" Jonah pled. I wipe my tears from my eyes with Daniels purple sweatshirt I never gave back.

Jonah comes up to me and cups my face with his big hands. "I owe you that much."

"Owe me what Jonah? What could you possibly have to say for yourself?" I scream. Im angry and all my hate comes up.

Jonah studdies my purple sweatshirt that im wearing. Well, actully Daniels sweatshirt that I 'forgot to give back.'

"Whos sweatshirt is that Leah?" He asks scaning it over and over again.

"You've got to be kidding me Leah. Is that Daniels sweatshirt?"

I look down at my feet.

"Leah I know for a fact that sweatshirt is Daniels Leah! I got it for him for his birthday last year!" He yells. Im nervous and scared at the same time.

"SAY SOMETHING LEAH!" He screams louder.

"Jonah, dont try to make me the bad guy here. Just leave okay?" I look up into his eyes. "Just go."

He walks down down the porch steps out of my appartment and looks back at me. He gives me a look. I cant describe the look. It was full of pain and 'I hate you.'

I could of almost died today over a guy not remembering that I couldnt swim.

How stupid is my life right now?

I walk up stairs to my room and fall on the bed. Hard. I grab my phone and text Maya to see if see wants to come over. I need to talk to someone. Just not a guy...

Leah: Maya, are you there?

Maya: Yes Leah I am here.

Leah: Ha-ha okay. I was wondering if you wanted to come over? Hang for a little?

Maya: Sure!! Text me your address and I'll be there.

Leah: Nice reference ;D *address*

Maya: Great thanks. I'll be over in a few.

I thought for a second if I needed to change. But I thought this sweatshirt was pretty comfortable anyway. So I kept it on. The doorbell rang just as I was grabbing my phone. I walk to the door to see someone. That was not Maya, nor Jonah. My eyes are shocked.

"Hey, can we talk?"

"Umm..." I say unsure of everything.

"Please? It will only take a second," he said.

I let him in, and motioned him to the couch.

"What do you want Jack?" I asked.

Jack looked at me like he was hurt. Not physically, but emotionally.

"Im sorry, what I meant to say was are you okay," Jack stared at me and then looked down to my upper chest. Was he staring at my boobs?

"Are you positive you never felt anything?" he asked.

"Felt what Jack?" I asked. Im so confused. FELT WHAT????

"Love."

love? Felt love? I don't think so. At least not toward him. But I couldn't say that...

"I don't know Jack, you know how I feel. I was just confused." I felt like I handled that very well...

Jack gets up from his spot on the couch and pushes me against the wall. Both my hands are pinned up above my head and his lips are way to close for comfort. He stares into my eyes and then moves his gaze to my lips and inches closer to me.

"You don't feel anything?" He whispers in my ear.

"Jack... stop-" I start to say. But it's too late. He smacks his lips onto mine. I'm even more confused than I ever was. How was this even possible?? How could I let this happen?! He gets more into it a brings his hand up my shirt. He licks my bottom lip for permission to enter than the door swings open.

I almost forgot that Maya was coming over...

A/n hello guys!! I'm sorry for my inactivity lately!! I've been in Florida:) hope this chapter was good! Thanks again for reading

olivia
xoxo