I found it in your voice,
It was tense and low like you had something to hide.
Wich you did in the time.
How foolish of me, to fall for your hands when your eyes where the one telling the truth.
I found it in the smell you brought home,
for years it was mix between the rain and the scent of roses blooming for the first time,
It always made me calm me down.
It made me feel at home.
While now is a mix between,
Dirt and blood,
With a distinct of cheap perfume.
I should've known,
Right?
That you were gonna get bored cause thats not what it happen right,
you fell for him,
as I fell for you.
But it didn't happen like that,
It was beyond our control.
I found it that day,
With a stain on your skin,
clearly not mine.
I didn't argue.
I didn't fight.
I didn't yell.
I didn't cursed.
I didn't do anything,
All I did was looked at you,
With everything I had left.
And I said " Don't worry I know"
And all you did was stare cause,
You didn't have anymore lies to say, I mean the truth was out.
But was it?
I didn't want to hear it.
I wanted you to get out and never come back.
But you didn't you just stared for along time.
" I'm sorry"
And what was I supposed to say.
Huh?
TELL ME?
Was I supposed to fucking yelled at you and told you to get out cause that's what you thought it was gonna happen.
Right?
But it didn't happen like that.
Cause I was the one who left that day,
And I know my words still hunts you.
What was it again?
Right?
I remember,
it was something like this,
" You found treasure in someone else's body and I get it but was it worth it?"
And that's when you felt it,
Right?
The regrets of it,
The consequences.
Well I'm sorry,
But there isnt anymore to say.
-L.T
