What is wrong with you?!?
Seriously!
You don't miss him. You're just jealous... I think. But why did your heart drop? Why did you body overheat? Why are you writing about this in your journal?
What is wrong with you?!?
Seriously!
You've felt worse than this before... Remember when the very first person you ever loved hurt you? You couldn't sleep a wink. You couldn't eat. You couldn't think. You could barely make yourself get out of bed in the morning. Now... you've done it to someone else
What is wrong with you?!?
SERIOUSLY!
It's been months since y'all were together. You have a new boyfriend. You are happy with your new boyfriend. You love your new boyfriend. You are doing things completely different than you did with your ex. You are a better person now. Aren't you?
What is wrong with you?!!
Seriously?
You don't get to feel hurt. You don't get to feel sorry. You don't get to feel anything, but like a dumbass for not keeping what you had when you had the chance. Now you're upset because you see a picture on social media of your ex and their new boo. SHUT UP! You deserve to feel like that trash outside! You thought the grass was greener so you did everything you could to cross into that pasture, but after finally being there for so long you realize that the grass you had just needed a little bit more care and it would have looked a million times better than the one you fought so hard to be in. STUPID!
What is wrong with you?!?
Seriously!

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Serious!
PoesíaSometimes you feel happy. Sometimes you feel tired. Sometimes you just feel dead to the world. What gets you out of bed in the morning?