My Asian Bodyguard (Jungkook )

Chapter - 13

Ashley's p.o.v.

I wasn't ready to show my never-ending love for him. I always hide myself when he appears and fortunately he never saw me. Sometimes it made me upset still then I've n't courage to face him. Well, I had a my reason for doing it. Whenever I see him my heart hurts. It hurts to this much extent that I became angry on him, feel like scolding him, beating him. I have a bunch of question for him to answer but I'm afraid if I'll start asking he will go from my sight again. So I'm silent but my silence is hurting me more. Why can't I move on? There are people who are perfect for me still then why I'm stuck in him. I should move on.

One day when I saw him on the way and couldn't know what to do. He was looking the opposite side and I was standing on the sideway. I just wished him not to turn but I saw him moving his neck to my side. I couldn't do anything coz a part of me still wants his attention. But before I could feel his eyes landing on me I found myself being covered by a human body. After he is gone. I lifted up my eyes to see my human shield. Woah!!! I've been covered actually I can't say he hugged me coz just his upper body was too much close to me crossing the safe distance but his hand wasn't around me by the hearthrobe of the school Park Jimin. I quickly stepped backward and said "Thank you". Then I realized that he got it that I'm hiding from the his teacher. Well, being known as school heartthrob everyone knows what all class he attends. After following some silent second he leaned closer to me and said "If you wanna pay for my help then have a dinner date with me." Then he went without listening my answer. My brain was unable to process what happened recently. The most hottest guy for whom girls r dying to have a piece of him he proposed her for the dinner date. But why her mind is saying her to reject it. Why ? For the person who even doesn't care about his existence. No she'll go . She should. Even if every thing of her was denying she wanted to move on. She wanted to stop all this pain. So she searched for him to say him the reply. But in the meantime there was an announcement of special self defense class. My heart again for ready to accept all the pain just to see him seeing me. At least he can know that I exist.

In the class I secretly admire his beauty. I even make some mistake for him to come to me and correct me as he is doing for others but he didn't do that. Does he hate me ? Every single day here is more painful but why my heart lives all this pain. Everyday I cry to sleep don't cry much in order to not to have puffy eyes before him. After giving my 100% also I couldn't get anything from him. So I thought to stop. So I did everything perfectly and with all of my energy. After facing the extreme exhaustion also my body didn't give up as it was also frustrated by seeing the warm arm but can't hug it by seeing the beautiful lips but can't kiss it. But with one wrong move my muscle cramp occured. It was extremely painfull. I saw him coming to me with worry eyes. He hold my feet to relieve my cramp. With the unbearable pain also I could feel his touch as special and my heart was beating fast. I kept my hand on his shoulder. Why ? Huh! !! I don't know. Then he was applying his method to relieve my cramp. I felt a strong pain which can kill me. Unknowingly I scratched him. It was my reflex. Then I heard yelling of a girl for scratching him. I also felt guilty but her anger had sound of fangirl which made me angry on her. But I ignored her and started treating his wound. I could feel his eyes on me. It was the sweet poison for me. I could die here and will have no regrets but the jealousy of the fangirl stopped me as she started putting medicine on him swatting away my hand and my  pride made me stand up. At the moment I wanted to kill the girl. I couldn't stand the moment and was leaving the class. I heard footsteps running towards me. It was him. He stood infront of me and said me to stop. I made a questionable face which helped me to block all of my other confusing, heart racing, annoying but still sweet emotions. Then he said me that time isn't over while invisibly slapping my slightest hope of having him as mine.