My Asian Bodyguard (Jungkook )

Chapter - 15

Jimin's p.o.v.

Ashley was infront of me. I can seduce her and take her away from Jungkook like how she took my sister away from me. I have seen the feelings in his eyes when he looks at her. I bet he'll scream in pain after I'll snatch his silent love. So I planned to kiss her. Everything was perfect but he came there. How come he know that we r here ? Within a minute he dragged her with him. I followed them after sometime without getting caught and I saw him taking her to his chamber. After sometime she returned. Her cheek was too much red and she was covering her lips. I could guess what had happened and got it that my plan is ruined. But I can't leave him like this after going through the pain of loosing my sister. I thought of doing the most furious thing, killing Ashley. I was burning in anger and my brain was filled with revenge. I wanted to end with no blood
So I waited for all these years but things ain't going in my accord. So I have to kill her.

For my safety I always put one knife under my socks. I searched her and saw her sitting under the tree looking towards the horizon. Her face was having a never-ending smile. Sunshine was falling over her face radiating her beauty a way more than it's original wave. The face was made to admire. What I'm doing. I need to kill her but my body isn't allowing me. I've never been this bad. I always used to cheer up people. I'm known as the charming boy. But my pain is never ending. The loneliness I suffer after my sister's death was unbearable.

My biological father died when I was of two years and my mother got married to one rich guy. My sister was a teenager. She was often abused physically, mentally and sexually. My mother never believed in us. That let our so called step father or u can say monster to cross all his limits. My sister got addicted to drugs and and was known as the bad girl in her school. She used to torture other in order to vent out her anger and one day I found her lying on the floor. Covered with blood. He was standing there with knife in his hand and blood dropping from it. Somewhat I'm thankful to him for releasing my sister from everyday pain. But her death increased my agony. I was bitten up severely for my smallest mistake too and sometimes for his enjoyment but I choosed to be good one unlike my sister. I tried to run away but in vain. My step father searched me and dragged me again to hell.

So I wanna ruin Jungkook's last hope of happiness as he ruined mine. I proceeded towards her with all the anger I stored in my heart for years. My eyes were fixed on her. I couldn't see the stone in front of me and tripped. I was near to her and i was falling down. She ran to me to save but that resulted her to fall down with me. Our faces are too much close. I could see her lips clearly. It was too much close to mine. But I shouldn't be thinking about it. I got up immediately. I looked at her. My heart was beating too fast. For once I wanted to hug her and let out all my pain. I couldn't understand why this sudden change happening in me. Is it the result of seeing her too much near or is it the result of feeling her warmth when I was boiling with my pain. I stopped thinking too much and dragged her to me. I hugged her tight. Too much pain was burried in my heart. Being in her arm I wanted to vent out everything. Without me knowing tear drop started to fall . She could feel my tear and hold me tightly. "What happened?" I heard her asking me. I grabbed her more tightly and only one word could came out. "Sorry" I said to her. She didn't reply back and continue to pat my back. After sometime when I gained some strength to hold me I know that she'll ask me a lot of question. To avoid all those question I ran away.  Coz about truth I wasn't ready to confess that I'm such a cruel person and weak at the same time and I'm with this much drown in my own emotions that i don't think I'll be able to say lies confidently. So I ran as much as I can. My body is asking for rest. Too much exhaustion is killing me. I wish I could die right now coz I don't have any reason to live on.