Suspicions (Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Chapter 27

"We won't if you don't want to."

I nod and nuzzle into his chest.

"There's something else I could do...?" I say looking up at him. He smiles slightly and starts kissing my neck. He moves to a sitting position so I'm straddling his lap. I undo his belt and slide his jeans down swiftly. In a twisted way, I know what to do. I place my lips on his softly but passionately, palming him through his boxers earning a throaty moan. Even through his boxers I can feel how big he is. I tug him down by my hands in his curls and slowly slide down his boxers.

Without thinking too much about it, I take him into my mouth. Harry shoves his hands into his hair trying to steady his breathing. I swirl my tongue around him and suck hard. I squeeze Harry's thighs and dig my nails into his skin, doing as I was taught. I can taste salty droplets and when I look up at Harry his hair is dampened and matted to his head. I suck as hard as I can and let out a moan, knowing what turns a guy on.

"Shit, Robin" he sucks in through his teeth and I know he's about to come.

I remove a hand from his thigh to cup his balls, squeezing lightly. Harry let's out a strangled moan and comes in my mouth. Not knowing any other way, I swallow quickly and as he softens, I lick his tip. Harry grabs my forearms and brings me to rest on his chest, where I trace his swallow tattoos and listen as his heartbeat returns to normal.

"That-was-amazing" He huffed. I smile, looking up to see him already watching me. He has an adrenaline look in his eyes but there's something there I can't quite understand.

Harry's POV

I love her, I know I do.

No, you're just replacing her, what about Lucy?

No. I found someone new, she would want this.

Look at you, pathetic. You can't even say her name.

I can and I will. Lucy. Lucy, Lucy, Lucy, Lucy...

"Harry? What's wrong?" Reality smacks me in the face. Look at me, crying over a deceased lover when this girl, this amazing, caring girl, has been emotionally abused, raped and physically damaged. I furiously wipe away the tear that fell down my cheek and tug Robin to my chest.

"I won't let anything happen to you." I say steadily.

"Harry?" She whispers, "what are you thinking?"

What am I thinking?

"I need to tell you something."

A.N. Uh-oh... And uh, I think the smut was kinda weird so do excuse my virginity :P lol

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