so many people talk about wanting a redo
about what they would change if they could back in time
a lot of people think i regret what happened last june
in reality
i only regret failing
i can't help but think of what could have been
if only
if only the ambulance came just a few minutes later
if only
if only i was up there with you
if only
if only all these thoughts would stop
if only
if only i was dead
if only
YOU ARE READING
broken pieces
Poetrya book of poems // individual shards of glass that attempt to piece together my broken soul // TRIGGER WARNING : will probably mention suicide, self-harm, sexual assult, rape, etc. // not all are personal experiences but some are