Μισώ τον πόνο που προκαλείς. Σας μισώ λείπει. Γιατί έφυγες? Με κατέστρεψε και σε μισώ για αυτό. αλλά δεν θα μπορούσα ποτέ να σας μισώ
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every day at school I see you at least twice,
every time I see you I break down,
I am reminded, that I mean nothing to you
that despite everything, you still mean a lot to me.
coming from someone who is so nice and friendly to EVERYone else,
every day I go over what it is that makes me such a horrible person,
what made you block me out completely without any warning?
Is it because I'm depressed, is it because I like/d you?
Did I send too many messages?
Is it because of things like this?
Or did I actually fuck up?
I can't go a day without fumbling over everything and anything I've said to you.
I wish I could start it all again.
But then again,
I obviously don't deserve your friendship.
But I think I at least deserve to know why.
(you probably will never read this but just know I am so sorry for whatever it is I did)
I just want to talk. Just one conversation, that's it. You owe me that much.
...
fine, I admit it, I miss you.
I see you around school laughing and smiling and it tears me apart
what happened to us?
I thought we had become friends but then it all ended
everything just stopped.
you managed to completely destroy me
any hope I had left
any thought that maybe, just maybe
I'm an okay human
but no
those thoughts are history
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i know longer feel safe at school
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you hurt me more than words can describe, what hurts the most is that you didn't even give me the decency of explaining what happened. every day I see you at school breaks me. i lost a friend, and i miss you. what sucks is that you mean so much to me, and i mean nothing to you
YOU ARE READING
broken pieces
Poetrya book of poems // individual shards of glass that attempt to piece together my broken soul // TRIGGER WARNING : will probably mention suicide, self-harm, sexual assult, rape, etc. // not all are personal experiences but some are
