......All of a sudden he stept in front of me causing me to stumble back. The smirk on my face as he stept closer made me feel something in my chest that alerted my flight instinct......
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"Ryan what are you doing" I ask worried steping back but with every inch I move away from him he comes even closer. The stinging smell of alcohol in his breath burns in my nose. "You look howt in twis todp" I put my hands on his chest to push him away but he just grabs my arms and pushed me in the hedge behind me. "Ryan..let me go" I rase my voice "but I looooowe you" he lowers his voice in a threatening tone.
I try to push him away again but his grip around my arms just tightens. Fear starts to rise in my chest.
The feeling of his body so close to mine causes the fear to turn in pure panic. I don't want him to be so close.. I don't want him to hold me so tight..
I try to push him away again but he comes even closer slipping one hand under my top.
This wasn't the boy u onced called my friend..Why does he do that? I feel the heat of upcoming tears in my eyes. It feels like something laces my throat. My legs feel like pudding "let me g.go" my voice crackes as the first tear roll down my cheek. "I know you like me too Y/n" he smirkes grabbing my jaw to turn around my head.
I never thought I would feel nothing but fear around this boy. Ryan and I were friends since middle school. I always knew him as this clumsy nerd who can't look a girl in the eyes without getting red as a tomato. The boy who never would do something wrong, who always world be there for his friends.
But you never know somebody to 100% I guess.. And when you do..than it is already to late..
He rippes apart the fabric of my top letting out a rumble "p..plea..se" i wimmer cringing together.
I tried to turn away from him but he turns my jaw harshly. I press my lips together as hard as I could as crashes his mouth on mine. Closing my eyes I just hope for it to end..please..
"HEY! GET THE FUCK OFF HER ASSWHOLE" a loud aggressive voice calls.
A few seconds later I feel like Ryan is torn away from me causing me to fall into the ground. I need to blink a few times to see clear again.
In front of me Shawn, the boy from earlier, helds up Ryan by his shirt reaching back to the beat. I twitch as the sound of Shawn's fist on Ryan face sound through the street.
And then everything goes black..
The fist thing I feel is the hard grass underneath me. The first thing I hear is the now soft voice of Shawn saying my name "Y/n are you okey?" The first thing I see is him kneel next to me holding out his black huddy to me.
I try to say something but my voices fails. "Should I call someone?" There is this worried look in his eyes that...I don't know.. "th.. thank y..you" is the only thing I could get out.
He just saved me.. how could I ever thank him for that?
"There is nothing to thank me for." He shakes his head giving me a light smile "Y..yes there is" I say finding my voice back slowly. "If you wouldn't have come.." I swallow shaking by the thought of what could have happened. "But I came. Nothing can happen to you now" his soft voice calls me down. "Now put this on we should get you home" he wanted to help me in the sweater but as his hand existently touched my skin I fright back. "sorry. I'm sorry" Shawn's says quickly stepping back "You probably don't want a boy near right now. I'm sorry" i I put on the sweater, standing up swaying. "Should I get your friend from the party or..?" "No.. it's okey I live just one street away..but..would you come with.. I'm kinda scared to.." "Y.year sure" Shawn smiled scratching his neck. Is he nervous?
The way to my house we remain silent walking next to each other. "Here we are" I wisperd looking down n my shoes. "Okey...than I guess I should go now.." "Shawn?" "Year?" "Would it bother you to come with up?" Confused he tilts his head down at me. "My parents are not home and..I..I" my voice cracks again and I could feel the blood rush underneath the skin of my cheeks. "You don't want to be alone?" I nod nervously. Was that a stupid questions?
He was right earlier. I really don't want anything with a dick near, but next to him...I feel kinda save..I mean he saved me me from...no I can't say it. Even in my own thoughts..it would get to real...
My gaze goes back to Shawn who seems to fight with him self.
"I mean if you want to than..." He said scratching his arms.
A while we sit on my bed, me in my pajamas under the blanket, he on the bedside, and talk. I learn that he loves music and singing what takes me by surprise. He never seemed like someone so open-hearted to put his emotions in songs. I chatch my self yawning as I look on my whatch that says already 11:40 PM.
"Ok I should go let you sleep now" Shawn laughed lightly standing up. "Shawn wait!" I grab his wrist preventing him from open the door. "I wanted to thank you again. Realy I owe you something. If you wouldn't have come ..I..I don't know what I would have done.." he stept forward to wipe away a tear I didn't notice falling. "It's okay. I won't let him come close to you ever again. I promise." He wisperd smiling "And with the owe..I'll come back to this" winking at me he stoke down my arm to take my hand. My heart beats a little faster as his lips touch my knockels. "Good night"
And with that he was gone... I don't know what to think or what to feel. This was one of the worst night in my life...And still there was this warm feeling in my chest..
