When will I ever learn that I don't deserve love.when will I ever realise that I don't deserve him..when will I ever be good enough for him..when can I find some one to have a life.. marriage ... getting old ... have grandchildren to cry at my funeral...
Who will give you money for kissing them?... doesn't it makes you an whore... Well he did..the same asshole I fell in love with....
The words I hear every single night ...endless nightmares ...the glimpse of my childhood..
Stolen innocence... bloodied hands...blood of your own father mixed with tears .... dreadful days ....with never ending echoes of the word ...whore...carved into my body ..the scar that will be with me for rest of my life...all the things I buried deep inside my fragile heart ..... everything I thought I forgot...every thing that was in my past...his single act ... brought it to the surface ...like the remains of the broken ship brought back from the deepest part of the ocean....I feel numb...no pain ...no anger....just a void.....rain poured all over me washing aways the tears...which kept flowing just like rain ..and I lose count of time...I sat by the tree ...the same tree where we became enemies to bestfriends...I see darkness...and just that....
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The jerk stole my first kiss
Randomwhen a murderer and playboy cross paths....a book with kisses and cussing.... ?????????????????? "Jude ..you said something to me when I was unconscious...that you love me...dude am straight ...I mean...I never ...like ...mm " "John....stop your ra...
