The jerk stole my first kiss

6

----john---

He left me there with a lot of confusion.... He killed his own father?.. What does he mean...I wish he could elaborate....I made up my mind to talk to him about it late...

I brought Andy home and called my mom... She was pissed off.. But she can't come here since there was important conference going on....

I sometimes wish she was here or else either of one of us are going to die....I made up my mind to protect my brother... Whatever its gonna take I don't care
I should be more caring towards him...

I went to school in the hopes of finding Jude..I want to thank him...he saved my brother's life ....I saw him on lunch break .he sat under the tree munching on his sandwich... One thing I noticed is that he brings his own food and he eats lesser than a average middle schooler....

I sat next to him and it drew a couple of eyes on our direction ....I glared at them and they just went away..

"Hey jude..are you free this evening"

"I have work"

"Am asking after your work"

"Please I have something interesting for you"

"Sweet revenge??"

"Am not as bad as you think"

"I know"

"What?"

"Nothing... Meet me at the bar at seven"

"See you Judy"

"Ahm whatever"

Yes and I know how to thank him in a most amazing way.

---Jude---

I am a stupid...I should've said no...I agreed to hang out with john... Even though he is kinda like my enemyish crush...is that even a word....

I developed this silly crush on him ...I don't know when it started from hating him to actually liking him....he is such an ahole..he makes my life a living hell...but I can't dislike him....when I saw his vulnerable side at the hospital I seriously felt sad for him...

He is just using his cocky attitude to cover up his vulnerable side...just like I conceal my broken heart with the bad boy image...
We both hiding things and pretending to be another person.... We would make a perfect couple....

But I know I don't want to be in a relationship... I was too broken to be in one...I hope whatever feelings I have for johnny will not change into some thing serious.. I just want it to remain as a highschool crush..
I changed from my work clothes and changed into my regular black clothes... I know its cold outside but I don't have any warm clothes...
I can't even buy proper food sometimes.. Who am I kidding ..
I took my last 20 dollar bill which I saved for emergencies....not that hanging out with john is that situation... I just want to get him something... Like an icecream or something......
I know he is super rich...but I don't want to take advantage of anything.....

"Hey missed my cute face already"

"You are calling yourself cute?"

"Oh sorry am hot...that's what you mean right?"

"Really.. Just take to that interesting place you mentioned before"

"Oh calm down Judy ....we were about to go"

He drives for like an hour...and I kinda felt sleepy after all the work and schooling  .I fell asleep in the car..

I woke to john trying to wake me up
"Get up you sleepy head"
We were at the new bridge which wasn't open for public use...its empty and moon shined really bright...below us is the Free flowing river...
The cool breeze,moon light...the sound of the river... The calmness
...everything screamed beautiful...

He pulled out a basket out of the car and placed a blanket over the concrete....

"It's really beautiful Johnny... I like it..."

"You do?...I just want to thank you for saving Andy...I mean you could've easily ignored his call...thank god you didn't... Gosh I can't think what could've happened without you "

"It's fine..am happy that he is okay..

"I sometimes wish to have a sibling..unfortunately I don't...I think I found a brother in Andy...I wish you appreciate that you have him in your life"

"I don't hate Andy..I just ...we received a lot of hate from the bullies in our school... People made fun of his disability... I just want to hide him ..not that am ashamed of him...I just wanted to protect him..I don't want to repeat the history you know".

" I can understand ...everything will be okay"
he have me his jacket as he saw me shivering... He is acting all gentleman today.
We laid next to each other watching the moon...his eyes shined like a diamond... I can feel my heart beating as loud as it can...the very thing am scared of is  about to happen.... And I couldn't stop it...am falling for johnny... Faster and deeper ....

---John----

I totally misunderstood Judy...like is he the same person I met awhile ago...
He don't care about his image...or people who talk trash about him...he becomes so tender and soft when he is with Andy...he just cares...

It's a new thing which I never felt in my life...my father got divorced from my mom...I can't even remember his face ..and she goes on business trips and never home....

My so called friends at school... I don't even know why I am addressing them as my friends...they just don't give a damn about me...they just want a popular guy in their gang.....

But jude...he is different... He cares eventhough he never shows his emotions.. But I can feel his presence around me eventhough we don't talk...

He is like a guardian angel...there is  something about him that never fails to amuse me...at this point I don't even care about his past... I don't want to know about it...all I could tell is Jude Jonas is the most caring person and am ready to punch anyone who disagrees with me...

------jude----

Me and john hanged out every Saturday after work....the bridge thing became a regularity now...we don't talk but it was a comfortable silence... He still acts like he hates me in school...I know he has the reputation to maintain..

Seriously I don't care...I appreciate what we have... But what scares me the most is I fell in love with him...Its getting harder and harder for me to act normal with him..

I want to hold him in my arms and never let him go...I love Johnny with all my heart now...I must avoid him to save the last bits of my heart being crushed ....

I walked to my way back home....I bought a new stuffed animal for Andy since he liked i have when I took mine to play with him...it is the same kind ...color and all...finally I found its twin...he would be happier to see his gift...I smiled a bit. suddenly out of nowhere I felt something covering my mouth...I tried to scream and protest but everything turns pitch black....