"Alex is... Alex is gay"

Beach

Alex's P.O.V.
We made our way to Brian's dad's truck and say in its warm interior for a minute not saying a word.  After another minute of awkward silence he asked "Do you want me to take you home?" and I couldn't handle it. My tears started welling up again as I explained "I - No I can't. My grandma is going to be there and I'd have tell her what's going on and I just can't". Brian pulled me into his chest while rubbing my back and gently saying " Okay. It's okay. We don't have to go to your house. Do you want to go to my house or somewhere else? ". Trying to catch my breath I said "Not your house. I can't face your mom either. Can we please go somewhere else ? I just want to be alone with you". His arms tightened around me and he said "Whatever you want or need is okay with me and I know exactly where we're going". Nuzzling into his neck a little and breathing in his comforting scent  I mummbled "Okay". After a silent second he chuckled and said "You know if we're going to go you are going to have to let go of me so I can drive". Immediately tightening my arms around him I somehow commanded and sobbed "No, just one more minute" at the same time . He started playing with my hair and almost whispered  "Yeah. Of course. I'm so sorry this happened". He can't possibly be blaming himself for this. I cupped his perfect face with my hands and said "No. Don't you do that. This is not your fault. You are doing and have done everything right" then firmly planted my lips on his in a chaste kiss. We settled back into our seats and Brian pulled out of the parking lot after slipping his warm hand in mine. The drive was half an hour of comfortable silence until we arrived at the sunny, sandy beach. Brian looked over at me and asked " Good idea?". I placed a gentle kiss on his cheek and said "Perfect idea" greatfully. The beach was virtually empty with only a few couples walking hand in hand.  We soon joined those cheesy couples walking together and not really talking until Brian asked "Are you okay ?". After a minute I answered "I don't know. It's just all happening so fast. We just got together last night and admitting my sexuality is new. Now, there is someone hating us and trying to punish us because we happen to like guys instead or girls and acted on those feelings.It's just so damn unfair". He pulled me down to sit on the sand with him and said "I know and I'm sorry. I wish it wasn't like this.I wish this didn't happen to you. If I could go back and not pull you into that damn alley I would". I layed back pulling him down next to me and said " Yeah this sucks but I don't want to go back and not go into that alley. If I didn't then you wouldn't have let me wear your  letterman jacket which I'm very much enjoying and we wouldn't have made out which would  be a real shame". Bri pulled me closer to him so my head was resting on his chest again and said " You know we don't have to be in some dirty alley to make out.I'd be happy to do that anytime you want. Even right now". I always want to kiss his stupidly perfect face and he is so going to regret saying that.
I cupped my hands around his face and let my fingers tangle into his soft hair before kissing him with all the emotion I could. Brian let out a moan and the passion between us intensified. After a minute he pulled me so I was pretty much laying on top of him and our hand were tangling in hair in touching and gripping for more. Before things could escalate something hit our feet making us pull away from eachother hesitantly and looked at our surroundings.There was a green plastic frisbee laying at our feet and a 20 year old blonde bimbo jogging out way. She reached us and Brian handed her the plastic disk , making her reply "Thanks and um ... sorry for uh interrupting" then ran back to her friend. We turned back towards eachother and Brian said "So, umm". I wrapped my arms around his neck and answered "Yeah".
TO BE CONTINUED