Sutures || Alex Karev

The Accident pt.1

*Y/N's POV*
I got paged 911 to the Emergency Room and as soon as I ran to the the trauma bay to see what was going on I see Doctor Webber and Doctor Hunt telling my big brother Mark that he couldn't help with the case coming in because Callie Torres our chief of ortho was in the ambulance. As soon as I heard I run to Marks side and try to calm him down because not only was his best friend in the ambulance she was carrying his baby. After 30 seconds or so of trying to calm Mark down the paramedics open the ambulance and Arizona Robbins, Callie's girlfriend jumps out of the ambulance giving us a run down of what happened.
"I asked her to marry me and a truck came out of nowhere." Arizona told us but she was about to cry any second now but she had been crying already and we could all tell by her red eyes and they way she was sniffling. We get into the Trauma room when Owen tells Mark and Arizona that they can't help with the case but Richard lets them stay in the room. As we were working Lucy fields who I am not a fan of found the heartbeat luckily because I think Mark would've had a heart attack if the baby was gone but he knew that Callie was the main priority right now because if Callie died the baby died.
As we were working for some reason I could hear music in the back round. I then remember Callie telling me that Calliope which is her first name means music
(Play song now)
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
At this moment I knew Callie would need surgery and she needed it now.
"Hunt she has a brain bleed." Derek my mentor and Mark's best friend yelled over everyone else and then we were running to the OR to try and save Callie's and my nieces lives. We all get scrubbed in and Dr. Bailey sends Lexie and I to go make sure Mark is ok. We both run out of the OR and look for my brother who is also Lexie's boyfriend. As we were running I had a sudden urge to sing and I think Lexie felt the same way.
"Two AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake,
I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize, hypocrites,
You're all here for the very same reason
'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in you hands
And breathe, just breathe,
Whoa breathe, just breathe
May he turn twenty one on the base at Fort Bliss
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist,
Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year.
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him, maybe I'll just sing about it.
'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe, just breathe,
Whoa breathe, just breathe
There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout
But you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
These mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.
Two AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, its no longer
Inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
'Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
And breathe, just breathe
Whoa breathe, just breathe,
*Songs Over*
We find Mark sitting in a staircase by himself with his head in his hands crying.
"Y/N/N (Your Nickname). I cant loose Callie she's my best friend I need her and I want to help raise this baby I didn't get to raise Sloan or my grandson so I really want to help with my daughter." He said within the tears.
"I know Mark, I know." I went and sat down next to him and he immediately pulled me into a hug and then had Lexie on the other side of him. We sat in silence for hours and hours only hearing the sniffles of Mark's tears. After about 6 hours Callie is put in the ICU and all us surgeons are waiting 24 hours before making a decision on what to do next. I am doing a checkup on Callie because I'm the resident on the case when one of my mentors and best friends walks through the doors of the ICU.
"Addison." I am yelling as I run down the hall because it has been almost a year and a half since I've seen her. Addison Forbes Montgomery is the person that brought Alex Karev and I together and she was the one to convince Mark that he was a good guy and that I could date him. Mark was always very overprotective of me especially when I was a teenager when I first met Addison who is Derek's ex wife. He thought that no guy was good enough for me but Addison some how convinced Mark that Alex was a good guy and he should trust him.
"Y/N how are you doing?" She asked as we hugged like we hadn't seen each other in 20 years when it had been about a year and a half since we had last seen her.
"I'm doing ok how are you doing."
"I'm great but how are things with you and Alex." It's like he knew she was going to ask because he came up behind me and said.
"We're doing fantastic how about you Addison." Then he kissed me because we hadn't seen each other almost all day. He was such a nice guy now. Everyone likes to say that I made him the nice guy he is today. When we first started out as Interns he was mean and not a good guy but when we were 1st year residents he began to become the nice future pediatric surgery resident that everyone in the hospital knows about. Addison and I then go and check on Callie as we talk about everything and anything. She then asked me a question I had not been expecting. "When are you and Alex gonna tie the knot and have a kid?" I think about this for a few seconds before responding, "Alex hasn't popped the question yet and I'm not ready to have a baby yet, I work like 80 hours a week and so does Alex we don't have the time to care for a baby and to love it the way he/she deserves.
"I'm glad that you see that. We have so many mothers that come to my office that are not ready to have children but they get pregnant anyway" Addison tells me and it makes me kinda upset. I want my baby to get all the love it can so I am waiting until I'm finished with my residency to have a baby. Some of my friends think that I could do it because Bailey raised a kid during her residency and was still chief resident but her ex-husband also had more availability where me and Alex don't and when we become attendings we will then have more time to have a baby. Addison and I then exit Callie's room and head into the lounge to get some coffee and catch up. After a good 25 minutes we heard both our pagers go off and I knew it couldn't be good because all be saw was
911 Callie Torres O.R 3