Not everything is perfect
Things in life are messed up
Some people are even worse
There permanently f****d up
They can't change the things that have happened to them
They can't take back what was forcefully taken from them
They couldn't scream
They couldn't fight back
They could only lie there
The tears streamed down their face
It happened over and over again
Once again they couldn't do anything about it
They reach their breaking point
And ended it all
Because they couldn't speak up and say what was happening to them
When they screamed nothing came out
Nobody was able to hear them.
Sweet and Innocent
The girl with the glasses and curly hair
When I was sad and depressed,
I needed you to be cheering me up.
Instead I drank till I was numb enough not to feel anything.
When everyone was attacking me and putting me down,
Making me feel so low,
I needed you to be the one to defend me and be on my side
Instead I endured all the cruel words and criticism the world threw at me.
When I lost all my friends and had no one,
I needed you to be that only friend I had left,
Instead I experience what the word "friendless" really meant.
When I was scared and frightened,
I needed you to be my security blanket.
Instead I had to live in fear.
When I was angry and full of rage,
I needed you to calm me down,
Instead I kept it all bottled up inside.
When I felt so lonely and needed someone to care,
I needed you to hold me tight and never let me go.
Instead I grew up alone with no one to turn to.
When I was hurt and in pain,
I needed you to come running with you healing ways.
Instead I remained scarred and bruised.
When I would inflict self-torture,
Wanting to die,
I needed you to stop me and tell me how important I was.
Instead I hid my scars and became oblivious to everyone.
When I would cry myself to sleep at night,
I needed you to wipe the tears away.
Instead I held my pillow tight while never ending tears streamed down my face.
When my world was crashing down on me,
I needed you to be the one I ran to.
Instead I locked myself in my room in complete despair.
When I felt unloved,
I needed you to tell me how much you loved me.
Instead I learned the words "I love you" are meaningless.
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Painless
PoesíaPainless is about a point in my life when I felt as of nobody knew what I was going through. I felt trapped and hopeless, but the only things I wanted was to walk to someone who had been through I had. I found that person and they listened, they al...
