Fighting the urges to dig deep into my skin
Throwing away the blade
Sewing the wounds shut
And closing the cuts
Putting the pills down
I'm trying to overcome this
The urges are coming back
Putting the needles away
My bruises are starting to fade
My scares show beyond my sleeves
The pain stays even though I quite
So I grab the blade
I stick the needles in my arm I cause self-harm
Endless supply of pills
The pain is still there
I'm destroying myself
Trying to achieve something that isn't worth working towards
Trying to change who I am
Trying to be that positive person that they all know me as
I'm secretly shutting everybody out
Trying to deal with things that I can't handle
Situations that I can't change
I'm slowly giving up on things
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Painless
PuisiPainless is about a point in my life when I felt as of nobody knew what I was going through. I felt trapped and hopeless, but the only things I wanted was to walk to someone who had been through I had. I found that person and they listened, they al...
