Ok...I have to admit that I'm different. I think these the average teen shouldn't, I've seen things that can't be unseen. When I look at things in my life, like when I walk to school...I could look at one leaf and talk about that leaf in a descriptive way. Writing makes me free my soul. I have so many things that go through my mind everyday. I have so many things that I have to do in my life. I don't have time to just stop anymore. I'm constantly worried about what people think of me. When I walk...I get anxiety. But when I speak...and when I write the way I do....I can be myself. But playing the violin, and making sure everyone is happy with me is a constant struggle and something I'm fighting for all the time.