Ok, I have a LONG story with this ex in particular. He's a jerk so let's just call him Jay. It has nothing to do with his name but oh well. This is all about nicknames anyway. His real name doesn't relate with his personality anyway. Besides the point, last year, he RUINED me. Broke my heart into not just two, but like three, four or five different pieces. I couldn't handle it. Well I didn't know how to. I've moved on the matchbox boy and I really do love this new relationship I have. But now Jay is with a new girl. And she is a bitch. You know how sometimes there are people who are just so annoying, or stupid, or ugly that it makes you want to scream? Yea, well I felt that way with Jays new girlfriend. She was short like me, had a round butt, decent chest, long wavy locks of chocolate brown hair, and a face of pure " ewwwww" she's got a resting bitch face. It looks like she is always mad! Even when she laughs her face still is proper and moody. And she has nice straight teeth, but they puff out from her face and she looks like a freaking puffed fish that belongs in the dang ocean!
ok, now I'm sorry if I'm making anyone upset. I don't mean to be such a mean person, but sometimes I can't help it and I know you can't either so don't even try.
Anyway, no matter how hard I try, it's so hard seeing Jay with someone knew. I've liked him for my whole life, and I did see him date my ex-best friend-that's beside the point right now— but it still feels weird. I can't shake this feeling and every time I see the two of them together I get all—all—all— Ugh I cant even talk about it. I just hate it.
