Me and my parents were now sitting on the couch alone. Zayn and chris were upstairs playing with louis and i was left to get my answers.
"Did you ever wonder what type of hurt your ignorant fake death would cause me" i say getting irritated thinking about it. They just sat there staring with hurt filled eyes not saying anything.
"Did you even try to explain to me that i wasn't even your child"
"Were sorry monique"
"I dont need a fucking sorry.. I need an explanation" i flinch at my own hurtful words.
"Did you know that i tried to kill myself after finding out you guys were dead" i said as tears fell from my eyes one by one.
They began to cry but still nothing left their mouths.
I dont know what to feel to be honest. Im happy that their alive but did they ever think any of this through before doing it like their ignorant choices almost costed me my life. Im getting frustrated like im sitting here asking begging for answers and they do nothing but cry silently. I should be the one crying they literally left me to die.
I felt abandoned i felt like no one really loved me i felt lonely. I just needed all the lies to go away all i want is the truth.
"Sweetie we never meant to hurt you" dad says
"I wasnt hurt i was broken... Imagine finding out your entire family dies you blame yourself you feel alone empty you cry yourself to sleep night after night only to find out that it was all a lie. Not only the death of your parents but your entire life was a lie. I felt betrayed dad" i said.
They did nothing but sit there and cry. I couldnt take it anymore so i got up and went to the car. As i was walking out my mother kept calling my name.
"Monique wait"
I kept walking i was tired of it i just wanted to go home and rest.
Zayn and cris came into the living room and saw me leaving
"Monique whats wrong" said zayn
"Im ready lets go" i said walking out of the door.
Out of the corner of my eye i see louis standing beside chris tearing up and holding his hand out for me to stay.
I couldnt just turn my back on him so i walked back to him bent down and whispered in his ear.
"Louis its ok i promise ill be back" he gave me a tight hug replying "i love you" "i love you too" i said" getting up to walk out.
Zayn followed me while chis walked towards our parents.
"Imma meet yall out there"he said.
Chris pov*
"So i guess it didnt go good"
Mom started crying on dad's shoulder while he tried to comfort her.
"We didn't know what to tell her" dad said.
"She hates us" mom said
"She dont hate yall shes just hurt and confused" i said.
I then heard the car crank up outside.
"I gotta go ill be back see you guys love you" i said.
I walked out watching my mom cry unto my dads shoulder.
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Monique*
I cant believe i thought they...ugh its so frustrating.
As soon as we made it back i didnt have enough energy to speak to anyone so i just went up to my room so i could sleep. Sleep is my comfort zone i dont have to worry about bad memories i always have good dreams it's so relaxing i guess you could say my dreams are my happy place.
"Monique do you wanna talk about it" chris said behind the door.
"No leave me alone im not in the mood"
What could i have done for all of this to happen to me.
Its like my entire life has
Changed over night like i cant believe i got so distracted with all of this that i forgot about my life in town.
Zayn called the school a while ago and suggested i would be home schooled but i cant believe ive gone weeks without talking to nicole or jordan.
Like what has my life become. Am i even ready to be the luna.
I miss my old life. A normal life is what i really miss.
I miss sleeping over my bestfriends house
I miss having a normal fucking life
I love zayn but i want a normal life again.
Should i just leave....
Zayns pov
Monique didnt realize it but i was standing behind the door and had mindlinked what she was thinking.
I didnt realize she was feeling this way until now and now i want to make her happy but the conclusion that im thinking about can make everything worse but it could also make her happy again.
After making up my mind i go to my office and call my beta.
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Me:i need a favor.... A big one
Wowww what do you guys think zayn will do how about you say it in the comments oh and also im backkk
The next chapter will be released monday
Merry christmas
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The Alpha's Human Luna
WerewolfMonique was just an ordinary senior in highschool until she woke up to an eye-catching man in her bedroom saying nonsense that he was her "soulmate" will monique accept his wishes leaving all of her family and friends behind to lead his pack or will...
