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Hi I'm Natalie.everyone calls me nightmare though. I am fourteen and My life has been a he'll of some sort. when i was first born looked nothing like my father.his cousin told him i wasnt him and my mom cheated (which she didnt) my dad got pissed and hit my mom and threw her down the stairs and woukdnt let my mom out of the house until she got pregnant again.not four weeks later i had a little sister on the way.I was two years old when My dad was arrested for drugs and shit.it was My sisters first birthday.My mom was sad. she would never let us out of the house. I was five when My mom let me visit My grandma's house. she lived in apartment of some sort. it had a lot of old people residents. she then led me to My uncle. I was happy because I haven't met him before. I gave him a big warm smile and he had me sit on his lap. he said he was going to show me something in the other room. I looked over at My grandma and she was leaving. I nodded and went with him. little did I know that was a mistake...................

        after My uncle was finished I was crying and he sent me back to My grandma. I never told My mom this because.....well she never cared.I was even when she told me she was getting a divorce. I threw a fit because she told me she loved him.and she said they would be together forever.she said I didn't understand. she should've listed to me. after the divorce when I was ten she told us she was seeing this guy for a while. since she got the divorce to be exact. I was mad that she got over My dad that fast and I yelled at her. I finally settled down and told her I want to meet him.I met him and had a really bad feeling. she asked me what I thought and I told her I didn't like him. she said I will soon.

later they broke up and she started seeing a different guy.I didn't like him either,  I didn't know why I just felt it.he moved in with us and would pour water on us to wake us up. everyday. he started hitting My mom and us so she dumped him and kicked him out. then she got back together with the first guy. (I don't want to use his real name so let's call him.... Dan) well Dan git my mom pregnant.he didnt want the kid but my mom kept it.he had 8 kids already.after he accepted my mom and sister he acted really nice to us.he hugged us and read to us. a couple months later he proposed to her. My mom asked me and I told her I don't think it's a good idea.she told me to FUCK off and that it was her life and I should understand. they got married and My family was excited. except for me of course.

he moved in and started yelling at us. over little things from our shoes being untied to our toes looking wierd. I knew I was right about him. he was changing My mom and not for the better.she got really crabby and turned into a bitch. she started hitting us and had him join in.well he joined in and she watched.he hit me with the belt and laughed at me then tried to say it's okay and he didn't want to hit me. be was making me uncomfortable so I ran in My room. he hit My little sister Alana (not her real name) and said he wanted to hit her more.I held My sister all night.I never slept because sleeping meant My guard was down and I couldn't let that happen. I slept in school and My sister and me drifted apart.I hated Justin Bieber and all of that while she lived it. she was a big drama queen and told the school we were being abused. she was nit being abused while me on the other hand....that's a different story. they called My mom and told her what she said. My mom took me home and told me exactly what I was supposed to say to child protective services. I was small and didn't know better so I told them what she said.